Heeyyy its Queen Fae and I am sooo very not alive

Day before chemistry exam cough cough should be studying THEN BAM had some inspiration to draw and finished off a piece I'd started working on for a bit less than a week. *faints with distress and stress and tiredness and too much chem*

Not sure if you can see it but there's like a pink gradient kinda thing over it and there's just dangerous broken glass flying around. (dont ask me how light works just shush)

The story behind this, if it's not obvious try covering one half of the picture with your hand and do duh same with the other side. BAM do you get it? No? HAHAH 

It's sort of based off a friend of mine, I suppose, though I think she's happy now. But this drawing shows how sometimes someone who you think is happy, cheerful and seems to have a brilliant life can really just be hiding their pain well. The left side shows I guess the sadness and pain and the other side is how she acts in front of everyone else. T^T how depressing 

The mirror is just a...uh... how they view themselves? HAHA I really just wanted some sort of divide in the middle and a broken mirror seemed the best option. Ah, this triggers bad English essay memories 

Acually so proud of this T^T I tried so hard with the shading too, though you can't even see it cries

^the original shading and colour without the mirror and gradient layer on top.

Oh and the evolution part of this *cringes* would be the evolutionof my covers:

2nd February 2017

My veeery first art cover--this is so cringey I can't even cringe anymore *hides in corner*

4th February 2017

Wow okay that 2 day gap certainly surprised me, I swear it was waaay longer than that oops 

and lastly but not leastly

23rd of March 2017 (about 1, almost 2 months later)

I didn't plan on making it the cover, and I really can't be bothered but it's too close to the edges for my liking T^T

I guess I've come quuuite far since the beginning of last month, phew and now I should reaaally revise that chem >.<

~QueenFaery