3rd March 2017

The sounds of the sirens rang in my ears....my dad sobbing in the back with me, why was dad crying? Did i do something?...I heard my mom shouting at my dad but i was dreaming horrible things...like i was dying or at least i felt like it. Maybe i could hide my pain but it was no use, all i ended up doing was breaking out in tears...God i just wished Tadashi was there with me. After a while i felt hands touching my arms and i jolted awake, wide eyed and tears rolling down. i-i looked down at my wrists and covered my mouth as i shake,

"w-were is my dad? d-did he see me like this"

i asked the doctor and he nodded...I felt worthless and that now he would disown me as his daughter, What about my mom? s-she hated my guts anyway but after this?...jeez i don't know what to think, all i felt was pain. Can't i just die!? I sobbed into my paws and felt myself tensing up and my throat tightening as i cried, on repeat i kept saying 'call Tadashi, Call Tadashi' i was spinning until i shouted out 'Call Tadashi' The doctor asked a nurse to ask her dad to ring up her friend, he did so and told Tadashi what was happening;

"Tadashi, this is Masako's father. Please come to the hospital now"

Tadashi always worried about me but would he after this?

To be continued...