Mark's Pov

I can barley record..I can barely think..I can barely live recently. I've been in so much pain. The death of Timmy my divorce with Jack its to much for me. I sat on my bed crying and thinking about what to do. I can't go on like this anymore. I know what I have to do. I went to my bathroom and looked into my medicine cabinet. I took a bottle of sleeping pills. I then went to my kitchen. I grabbed the sharpest knife I could find and the strongest vodka I had. I downed the pills and vodka easily. I grabbed my phone and sent my last words to Jack.

M- I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. I never wanted this to happened. You won't need to worry about me anymore. I'm tired of this life I'm living. Take care of Samantha for me. Keep the YouTube life strong. I'll always love you. Goodbye Forever. Love Mark

After I sent the text to Jack I went to my bedroom and sat on my bed. "I'm sorry Jack" was the last thing I whispered before I stabbed myself in the chest. The pain took over me and then blackness was all I could see.