Pearl: Adrian! Please!! Tell me! What is wrong!?

Adrian: *ignores her and keeps drawing his hundredth rainbow. Emotionless, colorless.*

Pearl: At least for the drugs. Why?

Adrian: Why. Pretty simple actually. Wanted to forget, forget the injustice of this world. The cruelty. The shame, manipulation. The fear, All of it. I wanted to forget and actually be happy in this world. And all those things i mentioned. That weren't all in this world. They were in these four walls In supposed to feel safe in.