she may contain the urge to run away but hold her down with soggy clothes and breezeblocks...

"do you even love me?" i asked

"ofcourse i do ,what makes you say that?" she said

"i saw you today...talking to her"

"elizabeth its not-"

"i heard everything you told her. i heard you sweet talkn to her..."

Citrezene your fever's gripped me again , never kisses all you ever send are fullstops

"i  heard you tell her that you love her , i even saw that you kissed her.."

do you know where the wild things go? they go along to take yout honey.

"maybe its best for the both of the of us if we go our seperate ways...thats clearly what you want. " i continued

"its not , i want you" she said taking my hand

"hazel...dont lie to yourself. you dont want me you clearly w-"

her grip got tighter

"i. want. you." she gritted through her teeth.

her grip on my hands were getting tighter and tighter.

"youre hurting me"

Muscle to muscle and toe to toe
The fear has gripped me but here I go
My heart sinks as I jump up
Your hand grips hand as my eyes shut

"tell me something i dont know"

"let go of me"

"but youll leave me..." she said teary eyed.

"no i wont..."i told her. she loosend her grip. "because you already left me"

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