Yings pov

I stood up, beggining to walk.
Every step was horrificly tiring..
It seems as if I've gone sick of even using my feet.

"Ying!" I looked up, and saw three figures. A sigh inevitably escaped my lips.

Boboiboy came running towards me first, followed by Yaya.
"You feeling better now?"
I looked into his dark brown eyes-- swollen and sort of red.
He's been crying again..

"Yeah.." I smiled trying to make things better.. maybe..
Though I know I always fail when it comes to such things.

"That's great." Yaya smiled, and I was still drawn to her exposed brown hair. Hm, she was indeed pretty. No wonder my bro likes her~

Fang approached me last and to my surprise, kissed my forehead.

"Wha--" I nearly exclaimed before remembering that he was my fake boyfriend.
"Im fine, Fang." I faked a smile, and I could tell that he returned me a false one as well.

Boboiboy stared at us, and I showed him a thumbs-up, telling him that it's normal for couples to do this in public.

He slightly nodded, but still looked concerned.

I was just glad Yaya was there with us.

Fang held my hand tightly and I swung it around, playing with our intertwined fingers.
I held it up to his face and smirked.

He was starting to pretend.
And he was good at it.

I could see the little pinkish-dust on his face, and I couldnt help but find it cute.

"Should we eat?" Yaya asked us and we all headed to the cafeteria.

***

"Red carrot donuts!" I burst out, lining up at the counter to purchase one. "I havent tasted one of these in a long time."

"I'll pay it." Boboiboy told me, taking hold of his wallet.

"Nah!" I refused.
"He'll pay for it!" I pointed at Fang, earning a shocked look.

"Really?" Boboiboy arched a brow in suspicion.

"Uhh, yeah." Fang replied a bit reluctantly, then reached for some money in his pockets.

"You're the best Fang!" I planted a kiss on his cheek and he blushed.

Boboiboy massaged the bridge of his nose. "Ying, even if you two are dating, you dont need to do so much Public display of affection." He scolded, and Yaya patted his back.

"Gotcha' bro!" I gave him a salute, then ordered the red carrot donut.

"If you dont mind, Fang and I are gonna go walk around."
I said, still holding his hand.

Boboiboy was about to refuse but Yaya cut him off. "Sure! Sure!" She said pulling Boboiboy's arm the opposite direction.
And of course big brother couldnt do anything about it.

***

We were walking by the corridors, and I didnt eat my donut. I snuck it in Fang's pocket without him knowing.
I noticed that he was hungry.
He'll need it more than I do.
Besides, he paid for it.

"What are you doing?"
The spike-haired boy by my side suddenly asked. "That was great, you know." I complimented him.
"You're good at this."

"What?"

"At acting. Duh."

We let go of each other's hands, sharing a silence filled with unspoken questions.

"..you still haven't cleared it up."
He started.

"Which one?"

"Everything." He told me in a blunt way.

"Why did you do that? When we first met? Why were you about to kill yourself? Why did you make a forced deal with me?"
Fang blurted out.

"I.. have so many questions..
And none of them are being answered!"

I smiled at him.
"Does there really need to be an answer to everything?"

I continued walking, brushing my hand against the dusty walls of our campus.

"Cant we just go with things?"

He looked irritated instead of surprised. "Earlier! You mentioned a name. A very familiar one to me."

My eyes enlarged a bit, looking at the ground.

"Name?" I repeated, acting innocently.

"Stop playing dumb with me!"
He says, this time in a high-pitched tone, as if he was mad.

"Fine." I stood in front of him, looking up so that his eyes met mine. I was a few inches smaller than he was anyway.

"You want answers?"

He nodded, and I traced a bit of fear in his crimson eyes.

"I was about to kill myself because I found life pointless!"
I said, emphasizing the word.
"No one cares about a piece of sh*t like me! No one! "

"Every day fills me with pain and sorrow. Why would I want to live?! HUH?" I could feel tears welling up in my eyes but I tried my best holding them back.

"My family--!!"

...

I stopped, realizing I went too far. I stared at my feet, my lips trembling. Why was I even saying this..?

I didnt want to look up,
I didnt want to see the disgusted look on his face.

"..Daichi" I ended my speech, running away from Fang.

He didnt run after me.

He didnt say anything.

He... doesnt care.

I clenched my fist, tears coming out the moment I turned my back on him.

I'm a mess..

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A/N: ah finally I updated this, but never mind that! The truth is finally out of the bag.

I wonder whatll happen next :')