I didn't mean to!
and all I feel is shame
from doing it and
taking selfish actions
to try to hide my hurt from it
even though my dream boy
is hurting more because of it.
do I love him
if I put him through that?
connor's fingers
brushed against mine
as we walked down an average street.
I felt nothing, but
couldn't help but pretend to.
what am I doing with my life?
with this?
I'm a mess,
I admit,
all this stress just
I guess it hit-
I would say "hit home"
but my home is in
nico's heart,
not sure if that's good or not,
and I don't want to
keep reminding myself
of who hurts
and what hurts
and how much.
and I hate love
which is hypocritical,
but I can't help it!
I don't know the difference
anymore,
between blood and
gore and glory and
victory.
all I know is, it sucks
and I don't like it.
it hurts.
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