SO. HAHA.

SITTING OUTSIDE.

JUST.....JUST LISTENING TO CANCER.

AND THEN I SEE MY DAD OUT OF THE CORNER OF MY EYE AND ALMOST START CRYING.

Uhh.
Yeah.

No lie.
.__.

WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!

THIS LITERALLY COMES FROM A BAD MEMORY I JUST CAN'T REPRESS.

I don't remember if I've told this story before...

But uh.

We were going to Alabama from here at home. My mum was driving because my dad didn't feel well, so my dad was in the back seat. I was in the passenger . We were all hungry so we pulled into Pilot. My mum gave me a list and I ran into Pilot to go to the Wendy's.
After getting a little something, my dad was worrying me because he did not feel well and he was coughing...

*tos tos*

AFTER MAYBE 10 MINUTES OR LONGER, MY MUM AND I WERE LISTENING TO TWENTY ØNE PILØTS ANNNNDDD

MY DAD COUGHS.

AND COUGHS AGAIN.

THEN....HE THROWS UP.

MY DAD NEVER.....

N - E - V - E - R

GETS SICK LIKE THIS.

Maybe the occasional cold but never like this.

While he's throwing up in a Wendy's cup (eventually a bag.), I turn the volume off and I'm trying not to cry. I am death gripping my phone, crying while I and my mum are trying to help my dad in any way we can.

Once he stopped, I put my headphones on and go to one of my playlists.

The first song that plays?

Cancer by My Chemical Romance

At this point, I'm a wreck. I am visibly crying. My mum is like, "Are you okay?! Why are you crying...?!?!?!?!"

Ugh......

Bad memories.