Um. Hi.

I should probably explain.

As most of you know, my dad has been diagnosed with cancer....uh....prostate cancer.

The prostate is a male reproductive organ.
It is located right by the urethra.

BASIC HUMAN ANATOMY.

Prostate cancer makes the gland swell, and by doing so it gets very aggravated.

It is a slow growing cancer.

But, it all depends on how aggressive and what stage it is.

My dad, a year and one month ago, was diagnosed with Stage 9, aggressive prostate cancer. Meaning, it could spread VERY QUICKLY.

In fact, when they caught it, it was fixing to spread. Luckily, it did not.

He had directed radiation treatments once a week for about two months.

Then, they would finish the radiation treatments by implanting titanium radioactive pellets, the size of a grain of rice.

During the time before his surgery for the pellets, I was not in a right state of mind. My room and mind became my Four Wall Hell, as I like to call it. I was pretty much surrounded by my very....bad....thoughts at the time...

Keeping all of this in mind, prostate cancer feeds on testosterone. My dad had to receive a shot every four months to "kill" the testosterone, making him extremely tired and without energy.

His cancer doctor said the shots should not have an effect after a certain time period.

He has passed this time period already.

He got another one of the shots....

And now...

He doesn't feel well.
He's tired.
He has no energy.

I don't think it was the shot.

I think...

That my dad's cancer has spread.

Um. So.

I've had a really rougher week because of this thought, especially on Friday.
That's when I made the updates here.

I tend to do weird things when possibly going insane, so, I apologise.

Please PM me or comment if you have any questions about what's going on.

That's all...