I've kinda been avoiding this place for.... reasons
But, eh, I'm kinda over it.

I wanna talk about R E S P O N S I B I L I T Y!

Before we get there, you're gonna need a little bit of background information...

I, as a kid was... weird, to say the least. Hell, I'm STILL weird. And I always WILL BE. XD

My parents say they "missed out" on a lot of things because my mom was always sick when I was a kid.

But, my mom was SICK! She couldn't help it.... and that's okay.

Because nothing really spectacular happened when I was in public school.

I was usually energetic, I wanted to make friends.... like a kid. Like a naive little kid.

Everything just kinda... stopped when I started 3rd grade. I was bullied quite often, even by the fucking teachers. I just felt like I wasn't good enough.... and I still do.

I stopped talking to people, which in the long run... gave me horrid anxiety.

I kept to myself, ESPECIALLY when one of my aunts on my mom's side died.... (that was in 4th grade. I remember that because in the next week, I almost got tied to a desk....with my fucking hoodie....that I was still wearing.)

I hated telling teachers. I only told in 4th grade because I actually liked that teacher... she was really nice. But, I don't think she works at the school anymore...

This is really random and unrelated, but it came to mind...

I remember once, we had somehow gotten into the subject of trying to survive in the wild... or something... KINDA LIKE THE HUNGER GAMES XDD

But... this one boy who was also in REACH (the best fucking class right there... more on it later.)
mentioned the he once saw some guy on TV  piss in a jar, and drink it when he didn't have water....

And everyone just slowly turned towards him.... it was DEAD SILENT for about three seconds until everyone just started either:
Screaming
Laughing
Or just grimaced at the thought of drinking piss.

I laughed my way out of that. XD

The teacher calmed everyone down, and explained that that wouldn't help ect....

I don't remember what happened afterwards haha

REACH is an advanced class. We learned things that others didn't. Like... the Egyptians and Egyptian Gods. That was my FAVORITE THING IN THE WORLD.
I was actually friends with a lot of people there... I kinda got along better with the boys than I did the girls.
I didn't have a lot of friends, but the ones I did have were pretty cool.
In 4th grade, our REACH teacher retired. She threw a party and a lot of kids attended. I'm pretty damn sure everyone cried. XD

5th grade oH bOy!

I was failing all my classes, more bullying yay, I didn't turn in work because it was unfinished (don't do that...), my new REACH teacher was a bitch, they threatened to take me out of REACH, and my homeroom teacher hated me.

I was like, "NOPE. I'M DONE."

My mom said, "Okay."

Went to the councilor. (She was nice.)

I got taken out in September.

Bye, bitches.

Now, I've been homeschooled for about five years.

In my five years of not being in public school, I'M GOING BACK.... for volunteer work.

Today, I'm going to try to find the specific number and try calling to set up an appointment.

If that appointment comes, I'm just going to put on a mask, and just fucking wing that shit.... because it'd be weird to be carrying a piece of paper around. And I can't write on my arms because my mom suggested a long sleeved shirt... EH. I'LL TRY MY BEST!

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crying

But, I fucking SWEAR TO GOD.

If you are going into a teaching profession....

DO NOT bully students. It makes them feel like shit and it causes problems down the line.
It's horrible. It's bad enough getting bullied by people you were friends with, or people you never really talked to....