Nothing is ever simple. It's always complications after complications. 

Relationships are a mess due to the lack of communication.

The original owners of a land always end up turning into invasions. My taste buds says "give me chocolate" , but I ignore what I'm craving. 

Trying to lose 5lbs by Christmas time, but the weight seems to be staying. The last time I felt good, when he told me I was amazing. 

I couldn't help but smile, but didn't know if he was just playing.

Is sex that great, I can't relate. I heard it's really good, but some say "girl just keep on saving". 

The voices in my mind are so loud. I wonder why they have to be so proud. The lions in the jungle don't do the same, but I guess this is what it is, when you are in a mind game. 

I gotta another side of me and I don't know if it's just a fantasy or if it's truly who am I or where I stand, in my life today.

 Just wanna pack my bags, get on the next airplane and fly to Cali. Destroying my phone, making sure no one finds me. Who am I damn! I don't know no more. Maybe this anit' my original home, but man, I've been saying this for way too long. 

I wanna go home and I'm not talking about New Jersey. Im talking somewhere were my existence counts for something, somewhere were my worth is finally worthy. 

Flow with me.

Dec 15, 2017 (5:44) pm