Carrie's POV

As we headed to Eadu, Jyn began getting impatient, and the rest of us with her, all of us wanted to get Galen, but we couldn't all get what we wanted, if Cassian and I followed the orders, Jyn would hate us... If we didn't, we would be betraying the Rebellion, I didn't know what to do, but Cassian seemed to know what he was doing so it was alright, he had proved to be a terrible liar tho, I didn't know how no one had found out yet, but it was fine for now... although I didn't think I'd be able to stay with him when he killed him.

The look on everyone's faces was determination, for one thing or another, but I was terrified, if Cassian missed the shot we would be in trouble, and if we got caught or shot someone else we would either be captured or killed... I just hoped the only person of interenst there was Galen Erso, he could be helpful to us... if we didn't have to kill him, of course.

We got to Eadu and Bodhi started giving Kay directions to get to the facility, but after a while we hit a rock and the ship went down, hitting the floor, the lights went out and Cassian turned to us "is everyone alright?" He asked, I looked at Chirrut and Baze, who nodded and Jyn and I nodded as well "Bodhi?" He questioned concerned.

"I'm fine"  he said looking up at Cassian, who helped him up (A/N: I'm sorry, I have Pilot2 feels) Jyn looked at me and smiled.

"He's there..." she sighed contently and I smiled, I was happy to see her finally happy, she'd  been constantly fighting Cassian since the day we met her because of this matter, now it felt like the fighting was over, I nodded "finally"

"Cassian, where are you going?" I asked as I looked over at him, he was leaving the ship, "what are you gonna do?" He motioned for me to follow and I did so, we got off the ship and the door closed behind us.

"It's time to do it" he simply said, I frowned, "I know you don't want to kill him, but we were given orders to do so, whether you like it or not, you're either with us or with them"

"I'm with whoever lets people leave for the longest" I said turning to get back on the ship, I wasn't going to take a part in this, I didn't care about the orders we were given, I wasn't going to help him kill someone who may have been the one to help us win the war, Cassian stayed there and I walked back on the ship "Bodhi, let's go" he nodded and walked behind me and Cassian.

We let Bodhi guide us -since he was the one who knew everything- and Cassian started talking "Bodhi, we're gonna need you to tell us who Erso is when you see him" I glared at him and we continued walking carefully to avoid slipping, we got to the top of a rock and we stopped, Cassian took out a pair of binoculars and gave them to Bodhi "you see Erso out there?" He asked.

Bodhi looked for a few seconds and gave me the binoculars "that's him, that's him, Galen, in the dark suit" he said, I looked and saw him, he was talking to some workers and a ship was heard behind us, Cassian turned and pushed me and Bodhi down to the floor, I looked back at the ship landing on the platform.

I knew that ship, I'd seen it before so many times it was surprising I wasn't already dead. "Get back down there and find us a ride outta here" Cassian told Bodhi, I just looked at the shuttle, it wasn't possible, it couldn't be him...

"Well, what are you doing?" Bodhi asked in confusion as he saw Cassian take his weapon.

"You heard me" Wow Cass, that was just rude.

"You said  we came up here just to have a look" Bodhi retorded, he looked back and forth between me and Cassian, he didn't know what was happening so I couldn't blame him.

"I'm here, I'm looking. Go"

"Cassian! Stop giving orders when you don't know what's happening before you!" Bodhi left and Cassian and I were left alone, I looked back down at the shuttle, for some reason, I hoped it wasn't him.

The shuttle's door opened and a ramp went down, leading four Deathtroopers to the platform, followed by... guess who? I closed my eyes and sighed, why was he everywhere? The problem was that I had been trying my best to stop thinking about him that day, I had finally succeeded and now it was just as if the whole universe wanted me to think about him again. We were going to be freaking starcrossed lovers at some point, I was sure of it, but I didn't know if I liked it, he was the one I had to avoid falling for, if there was one person who I shouldn't have met for the Rebellion's sake, that was Orson Krennic, but it was too late for that now, we had met and I had definitely fallen in love with him already.

"Carrie" Cassian snapped me out of my thoughts, I turned to him questioningly "you okay?" He asked, I nodded and looked back at Krennic "you seem worried" I didn't take my eyes off of the imperial director, I just shook ny head.

"No, it's just that... This whole mission is surreal, we could get Erso and bring him to the base, he could help us get the plans and all that" I knew Cassian had rolled his eyes, I knew him well enough to know that.

"We are killing him, that's what we're supposed to do and that's what we're going to do" I frowned, why was he being like that? I never asked anything of him, why couldn't he listen to me for once?

He aimed at Galen, who was talking to Krennic, and closed my eyes when Erso stood next to the director, if he missed the shot he could kill Krennic.

He went to pull the trigger and...