Eren's POV

"Eren thank goodness you're awake" mikasa said relieved
"He's okay right?" Levi asked.
"That's what they said...I don't know if he remembers" she says sadly.
"Hey eren, how are you feeling?" They asked. I tubbed my bandaged head. "I'm okay, just a headache...what happened?" I asked. They looked at each other . "you turned into a titan"levi said. My eyes widened. "Did I kill anyone?" I asked as calm as I could. "No, but you did try to kill the titan that killed Armin" he says. That's right. Armin is gone. I looked down. Why was I not crying? I lost my best friend. I should be crying right? "I'm sorry eren...but you're not allowed to leave the base without me...courts orders" he says. It wasn't like I was able to leave anyway. I nodded. "You didn't kill anyone...armin must be proud to know you will fight for him" he says reassuring me. "I guess you're right" I say.

"Sorry to interrupt but..." A voice said. Hanji. "The doctors said you're free to leave, you're in good condition and you were unharmed. . ." she says bringing a smile upon her face. I smile back and nodded. "Jesus do you know how much you scared me when you turned. " he says embracing me. "I'm sorry Levi..." Mikasa shot her head up. "He meant corporal sir" she said. "It's okay, you guys can call me Levi but not around others they'll think I'm getting mushy with you guys" he says. She nods. "Yes sir, I mean...Levi" she says. "Guys we should really get going before ewe get into any more trouble" she says. "I'm sorry guys" I apologized. They all looked at me . "for?" They all asked. "Trouble" was all I said. They all embraced me. "Let's go eren"

"Okay"

~few days later~

Levi's POV

I couldn't stop thinking about him. I couldn't have loved him. I have strong emotions for the boy but I don't know if I want a relationship with the boy. I already hurt him enough. I would die if I hurt him again. But I'm still not sure. He's not mine. But I don't know if I want to claim him. I kept thinking about it but I don't know. I love him. But then again I like him. Our sex is beyond amazing but when we act like lovers is a different thing. His smiles that he gives when he sees me. The goofiness in his voice or his sweet kisses . Oh eren. You're a special brat to me. But I don't think you're what I want right now. I don't know if I could love again. I was going insane just thinking about it. How do I tell him. Hey eren I don't love you but have sex with me? That'll for sure crush his heart. Why am I so cold. So empty without him. This happens when I get attached. Or fall in love...it happened with her. I loved her too late. She was gone before I could tell her. I don't that to happen again. I read the worse for eren. I didn't mention I was letting eren break through my walls. I'm becoming sensitive with the brat. I think. I love you eren. But then again, I have to let you go.

Eren. Why are you doing this to me! I began to slightly cry. Until I heard the softest yet sweetest voice. "Levi..." I looked and saw Eren there. "What do you want brat" I asked putting my usual expression on my face. "I thought I heard you crying" he says. "Well I'm not kid" I sag turning away from him, looking out the window. I hear the door close and he was gone. He fears me still. He's afraid. I might hurt him again. Eren Jaeger. I'm in love with you.

Eren's POV

I didn't want to get hurt again, so I let him be. Poor levi. He must be going through something. I looked down as I walked away from his door. Everyone was asleep. Other than levi. I want to help him . I like levi and all, but I can't see us together. I don't think he could love a man that turns into a monster when angry. I fear I might kill him. I love him too much for that. Did I just say that. Yes I did. I don't regret it either. Levi, I'm in love with you but I don't have the courage to show you. I'm afraid.

So afraid.

I climbed onto the roof, looking beyond the horizon. I wonder what its like out there. No laws. Pure happiness. But the titans are out there. Man eating monsters. I stared up into the starry sky. "Mom if you're up there" I began . "I'm going to get those titans, and make sure everyone one of them feel the pain I felt when I lost you" I say with my eyes swelling. "I want to see you again, I want to hear your voice again..." I say. "But when that day comes, I'll cherish it" I say. "I promise...for you mother" I close my eyes. I hear her beautiful voice. "Oi... Eren" my eyes flutter open and I met Levi's silver ones. "Hello, sorry if I was loud" he says.
"You miss her, don't you" he says. I sigh. "Very much" I say. I close my eyes and took a deep breath. "I promise her I will save humanity" I say. I feel him staring still. "Most likely you will, a man like me couldn't keep a promise such as yours" he says.

He lays next to me and turns to me. "May I join" he asks. I gave a nod and we both stared off into the night sky. As I close my eyes I felt soft lips on mine I didn't open my eyes either I just went along with levi. God he tastes so good. He ran his cold hand up my shirt. I moan because his hands were cold. His breaths were warm but he really did taste good. His tongue danced with mine. I feel like we were meant to be. But I couldn't tell him that. "Oh eren, the things I could do to you" he says. He grinded against me, making me grow hard. "Someone's excited" he says with a smirk. "Oh god levi get inside of me already" I said. He smirked and did in what I wished. It didn't take long until he was inside. He stretched me so good. I clawed his back and made sure she knew he was mine and only mine. "Oh god eren...shit" he rested his head onto my shoulder.

From that point on, I knew I made him mine..

Levi...I love you.