[Cheonsa's POV]

I don't even know why do I feel so happy. He kissed me in the morning. 

Is this how he felt? 

What I felt?

Does he felt the same? 

Does he said everything last night is true? 

Even when he's drunk? 

There were lots of questions my mind. I feel so crazy right now. In front of me is Suho. He keep on staring at me. 

Please, Suho. You make me confused.

About Lay, he canceled our invitation because he's going to China. Well, I'm not that disappointed. Beside, I just met him. He's a good guy anyway. 

"I'll be going now." Suho said. Kai looked at his hyung. I stood up. Suho looked at me and smiled. He came near to me and kissed my forehead. "I'll try to be home earlier okay?" he said to me. I just nodded. I don't even know what am I doing. Suho left the dining room and it's only me here. 

"Ehem."

Oh and Kai.

"Gee, I felt like I'm a third wheel here."

"No Kai, you're not." He looked at me. "Suho hyung treats you well I guess." he said. I sat beside him. "Is this how you feel Kai?"

"About what?"

"Love." He looked at me and chuckled. "You love him don't you?"

"I don't know. I do love him but I'm always hurt."

"Cheonsa, you know Suho still loves Sunmi. I don't want you to get hurt."

"I know. But I can't stop it." I sighed hardly. "So do I Cheonsa." I looked at him. He looked so sad. "I'll be going back to America."

"That soon?" He chuckled and pinched my cheek. "I'm away there for quite long. It's time for me to move on." He stood up. I followed his gazed. "You need to find your happiness Cheonsa. Think of what's best for you." 

"Kai?"

"Hmm?" he turned to looked at me.

"Thank you."

- FAST FORWARD -

It's already night time and I'm waiting for Suho to come home. Kai went to Sehun's place. I don't how can they know each other. Probably from the dance crew. 

A click came from the front door. I looked at it and found Suho smiling widely. "I'm home!!" he said and came to the living room. I was waiting for him here. He came to me and peck my lips. I widend my eyes. He chuckled and pinched my cheek. "Did you miss me?" I just blinked my eyes. He shook my head. "I'm hungry." he pouted. I cleared my throat and stood up. "I already cook for us." I said. "Us?"

"Yes. Kai went to Sehun's place." He nodded. "Let's go and eat." he grabbed my wrist and we go to the dining room. 

The maid prepared the food that I've cook and they served for us. He taste the food. I looked at him. "Is it okay?" He looked so serious and looked at me. "I knew it!! It's bad!! Don't eat it." He chuckled and ruffled my hair. "Seriously Cheonsa. This is so nice." he thumbs up and eat more of it. "Yah, you make me scared." He just smile and gave some food from his plate to mine. 

"Suho?"

"Hmm?"

"Can you be honest with me?" He looked at me. "What is it Cheonsa?" I took a deep breathe. "What's your true feelings? " He looked at me and sighed. "I can't answer that." I smile bitterly. I knew he can't answer it. "It's okay."

"You do love me don't you Cheonsa?" I looked at him. He was observing my face. "I don't know too." He smile and caressing my cheeks. "I'm sure you'll know. I'm just confused."

 So do I Suho. "I understand. If you still love Sunmi. I'm still okay with it." He nodded. "But can you promise me something?"

"What is it?"

"No matter what will happen in future I don't want you to broke our marriage." I smiled and nodded. "I promise you. But remember oppa. I'll be here for you and wait for you to be ready."

"Thank you Cheonsa." He stood up and hugged me tightly. "I'll try to love you."

"Don't try. Just feel what's your feelings. What's your true feelings."