April 10th, 1973..

Isabella's POV
"I Can't Take This Anymore, Life Has Been Just Terrible For Me..Why, Does It Have To Be This Way? Oh, Hello Everyone. My Name Is Isabella, Isabella Marshall. And You All Are Probably Wondering Why I'm Complaining And Rambling About Stuff, Well, Just Let Me Explain. You See, Ever Since My Mother Died When I Was Just Around Just A Baby, My Dad Has Really Changed And Became Some Kinda Of Monster. All He's Ever Done Is Blame Me, Abused Me And Calls Me Out For Certain Things I Never Did, He Never Blames Me! ME, For My Mother's Death, Which Was None Of Our Faults. Anyways, Ever Since Then, I Felt Kinda, Broken..Scared And Confused, Mom Was Really The One Who Really Loved And Cared For Me, Unlike My So Call Father, And My Big Brother 'Jacob' Is No Help Either. I'm Just Hoping And Praying That One Way I Could Run Away From This Horrible, Depressing Life And Run Away, Where I Can Be Free And Find a Group Of People Who Would Really Care For Me."

As Soon As I Heard Two Loud Knocks On My Bedroom Door, I Knew That Things Were About To Happen, Shits About To Go Down..And It Wasn't Going To Sound So Good. As I Stood Of, Preparing For What I Deal With And What I Have Been Dealing With Every Single Day Of My Life, I Gave About Three Deep Breaths As I Walk To The Door, Slowly Grabbing The Handle As I Opened My Door To See My Angry Father, As He Stared Down At Him, He Looked Pretty Drunk And Pissed Off.

"Yes, Daddy?" I Replied And Responded In A Soft, And Kinda Quiet Tone Of A Voice.

"Have You Done What I Told You To, Huh?! Have You? Do You Even Remember What I Told You To Do, You Little Brat?" I Slowly Shook My Head, Not Remembering What My Father Had Told Me, Since I've Been Having So Many Other Things On My Mind, This Caused My Father To Get Pissed Out Of The Blue And Slapped Me Across The Face, This Caused Me To Fall On The Ground As I My A Hand On My Almost Swollen Sore Cheek, My Father Saw That I Had So Much Fear And Sadness In My Eyes, But Of Course He Didn't Give A Shit.

"Agh!! You Little Piece Of Shit, Y-You..You Little Bastard! You Don't Get It Do You?! Can't You Get Anything Right? Of Course You Don't, And As You Grow Up, You'll Never Get Anything Right, Isabella. It's Your Fault That You're Mother's Gone And Dead, You Killed Her, You Fucking Killed Her! You Took The Only One I Loved, After She Died..You Know What I Should've Done, I Should've Thrown You Into The Godamn River Or Feed To The Wolves After She Died, When I Had The Chance! That's What I Should've Done, But Noo, I Had Watch And Take Care Of Your Stupid, Dumb, Worthless Ass."

As My Father Said All Those Horrible Words To Say, I Didn't Know What To Say, He Just Slapped Me Across The Face And Blaming Me Yet Again For My Mother's Death, I Just Don't Understand And Wanna Know..Why Does My Father And Brother Hate Me So Much? What Did I Do To Get And Deserve This?

"B-But Daddy, I.." I Tried My Best To Explain And Talk, But Before I Could Do Any Of That I Got Another Slap In The Face, As My Abusive Father Quickly Pointed A Finger In My Face As He Continues Ranting And Talking.

"SHUT UP, YOU PIECE OF SHIT! You Talk, Whenever I Tell You, You Can Talk. You Got That, Young Lady?! Just Forget It, I Have No Time Right Now To Argue With You, Isabella..Who Actually Cares, Actually Who Would Actually Care Or Love You, Huh? Who? You're A Dummy, Ain't Nobody Gonna Care For You, Ain't No One Gonna Care For You And Ain't No One Gonna Help You."

After My Father Said Those Last Words He Leaves Me On The Floor As He Slams My Door Walking Out And Leaving, As I Started Shaking Uncontrollable And Crying To Myself, Close To Crying Myself To Sleep. As I Slowly Start To Get Up, Hoping Up In The Bed As I Curled Up In A Small Ball, Continuing To Break Down In Tears, As I Hold My Teddy Bear My Mother Gave Me Before She Died.

"Oh Mother, Why? Why? Why, D-Did You Have To Go So Soon? In Fact, Why Did You Have To Go At All? Why Did You Leave Me Here All Alone?! Daddy And Jacob Treat Me Badly, T-They Treat Me Like Total Shit..I Don't Know What To Do Anymore, I Can't Any Of This Anymore! M-Maybe Daddy Is Right, I Am A Worthless Piece Of Garbage.."

As I Continue To Talk And Cry Myself To Sleep, My Little Fluffy, White Pomeranian Dog Named 'Suzie' Comes Walking Over To Me, As She Whimpers And Looks At Me In Sadness, Obviously Feeling Bad For Me As She Hops On The Bed..Sitting Right Next To Me For Support As She Gave Me A Small Lick On The Hand And A Small Bark, Which Was Probably Her Trying To Tell Me That Everything Be Okay. I Wanted To Believe That, I Really Did..But, I Just Couldn't, As Of Right Now, Things Aren't Looking Too Good Or Well For Me.
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(Note: I Know I Said It May Not Be Up Right Away, But I Couldn't Wait Any Longer. X33 And Thank You All For Your Support, It Really Means Alot!! =3)
(I Really Hope You All Enjoyed And Like The First Chapter Of This Story And Sorry Again If It
Ain't The Best, Darlings..It's My
First Time Making A Queen Fanfic. The Next Part May Be About Isabella Again, And Her (Maybe) Singing A Song About Her Wanting More And Thinking About Running Away, Leaving Her Old Terrible Life, Or It May Be About The Band, Which One Do You Guys Wanna See Next And Why?)
~ Jasmine 💕