Shivani and Nandini were at home.Doing preparations welcome Varna.Situation wasnt like one where rituals.Could be done.Shivani thought Varna shouldnt feel uncomfortable.Unexpected in any manner.She strictly asked everyone not to force her.Understanding her and giving time is very important.For time Pranush was their priority.Nandini was keeping pillows on bed.She was busy thinking.

N-"Will Varna be able to do all this.Why did she say yes."

Sh-"Because she has mothers heart.I knew first time.When she held Pranush.

Both are connected by.Pain Ramya left them with."

N-"I know that.But what Im scared of.Vivaan Anna is very upset.

Will he able to accept new relationship.When Varna has same face.Of Ramya."

Sh-"Nandu I dont want anyone to.Mention this in front of Varna.Ramya is special to us.

From now on.Varna is also part of family.She shouldnt be compared to Ramya."

N-"I understand.I think they are here."

Cars stopped with Reyansh and Lata stepping out.Vivaan came out too.Another car Karuna and Prakash came.Varna was inside still.Shivani waited for them.Near door with smile on face.Vivaan didnt wait for Varna.He went to door.Lata helped her.Come out with Pranush.He was crying.Varna tried to console him.His cries were getting louder.Everyone got inside.When Shivani stopped Vivaan.Showing him eyes.He looked red with anger.Not looking at anyone.He sobered hearing cries of baby.Varna was attending him.Like mother would.Made everyone smile.Nandini asked Reyansh.If everything was alright.He gestured her.Would tell later.

Sh-"Varna give Pranush.To Nandu."

Varna thought for time.When Nandini went to take him.Shivani understood that.She was happy with decision.No one can justify.Herself as Pranushs mother.Than Varna would.She didnt look comfortable.Handing baby to Nandini.She made cute faces.Trying to keep little one calm.Reyansh helped her too.Shivani did ritual.Of welcoming new bride.Vivaan and Varna were standing.Forcefully from heart.Both had hard time.Saying yes for whatever they had to do.They entered house.Vivaan marched his way to room.Shivani asked Nandini to take Varna.To her room so she can rest.

Vivaan shut door of his room.He felt angry with himself.He couldnt shout.Get tears from eyes.He banged his fist on wall.Felt suffocated.He was shocked see his and Ramyas pictures missing from room.He searched for them.Wall was empty.With his pic.Like it was before marriage.He clenched his fist.Shouted for someone.Shivani came asking him.Lower his phone.Everyone were sitting down.

V-"Mom I did what you asked me.Compelled me to do.

Where are our pics.Who removed them.I want them back.Right now."

Sh-"Vivaan calm down.I have asked Nandu.Remove them.Inside drawers.

This room is not only yours.Now Vivaan.It belongs to.Varna too.If she sees your pic with."

V-"I dont care.This is Ramyas place.Will always be hers.Every part of this room.Have Ramya.

Remember this Mom.I beg you.Not to snatch right from me.No one can replace.Ramya for me."

Shivani was shocked.See Vivaan behavior.Before she could argue.Vivaan went to washroom.Banging door.She caught her head.It was her who asked.Nandu to change everything in room.Since Varna will stay.She shouldnt feel she is replaced.She shut her eyes.When found Nandini and Varna at door.Varna gulped down.Freshly insulted remarks.She moved from there.Followed by Nandini.

N-"Varna stop.Where are you going."

V-"I wont stay there.Can adjust anywhere."

N-"But Varna thats your room.Where will you stay."

Sh-"Varna Im sorry.From Vivaans side.You know how situation is.

Give time to everything."

Due to Varnas stubborn nature and anger.It was decided she would stay.Beside Vivaans room.Small room which he made.To surprise Ramya.It was Pranushs room.Decorated with everything for him.Ramya couldnt see room.Varna entered it and shut door.She rested her back on door.Shut her eyes.Tears of insult came in her eyes.She straightened her face.Taking breath.She felt suffocated.With people there.She couldnt walk step.Due to weakness.Hasnt eaten anything.From morning.Her eyes opened.She smiled finally.Seeing only ray of her life.

V-"When dreams die.No one can heard.Cries of pain."

Varna touched crib.She made for Pranush.Gift from her to Ramya.She fell down on floor.Touching special gift.Where Pranush was sleeping.She remembered her heart and soul.She couldnt see smile fully.In Ramyas face.Why she had to leave without.Seeing part of her dream complete.Varna caught her head.Cried out harshly.Straining herself.She touched new identity she got.On her hair.felt angry at herself.Tried wipe it.She knew she was caged for life.She has no escape.

Late evening all were resting.After tiring day.Karuna and Prakash left.Karuna went to see Varna before leaving.She didnt open door.Thought she was sleeping.Inside they understood she was disturbed.Hurt with them for decision they took for her.One day she would understand.Whatever happened was good for her.

Vivaan was sitting disturbed.With events in his life.He didnt knew what time it was.He kept on holding on to.Memories of Ramya.First time they met.Her smile and endless moments.Made him feel hate himself.He committed such big mistake today.He broke trust Ramya had on him.He belonged to her.How can he bring someone else.In his place.He felt his head bursting with thoughts.He didnt knew how to justify himself.He was tortured by her face and memories.He found pillow and threw it.Without aim.Hitting vase and noise didnt alarm him.

He felt something.Hidden under pillow.Which he threw.He wasnt in state to go through anything.Handwriting caught his eyes.He took envelope on hand.looking at it with concentration.How can he forget.Was Ramyas handwriting.He felt his heart.Thumping with pain and anxiousness.Top of envelope was written.For Vivaan.In bracket bad husband.He couldnt hold back himself.Opened envelope.Finding few pages.He got to see.Letters were by Ramya.But he was confused when she left it.He couldnt wait.Read it with stone on heart.

"My dear Vivaan.In bracket bad husband.Its me Ramya Shetty Reddy speaking.From some end of world.Can assure you my address.Because till time you will hear me.I will be gone.From your reach.I hate tears husband.Warning you not get them in your eyes.Want you remember me in every smile.You will give.So if you keep grumpy.Face like you do.Means you dont want me with you.Im there with you.Always Vivaan.Watching over you.Just that time and fate.Had different plans for us.We cant fight them.But we can make use.Of little time we have.Im leaving many responsibilities.With you Vivaan.Know you will miss me.But please dont ruin yourself.Dont want our son.Be like you.Grumpy and boring.He should be like.Me most happening.Have to instill my habits on him.Better do that.Take care of Appa,Aththai,Mom,Dad,Lata Aththai,Reyansh and Nandu.Dont forget my friends Bobo, Timmy and their extended family.Leaving them on your responsibility.Be with our baby.Know you will best Appa in world.Better than me.You will never leave.Our baby alone.Want you to never let him cry.Let him suffer like me.Please Vivaan he shouldnt have weak.heart like me.He should be like you.Strong heart.To love so much.Like you gave me.I will always be indebted.To you for what you have given me.You became man of my dreams.Fulfilled my every desire.Changed me from girl.To wife and mother.You were my dream.I lived fully.Have no qualms.Leaving too early.You gave me life.With every moment of happiness.I held my baby.Kissed him.What more should I ask.Vivaan I need tell you something.Day you accepted Ramya.You asked me question.Whom you love most.Couldnt answer you fully.It was always indecision for me.Choose you or one.Who entered world with me.Varna is part of Ramya.Our hearts beat together.Feel together every emotion.If I get hurt.She feels pain.If I smile she feel content.But I have only one regret.Couldnt see my Varna happy.Smile on her face is not genuine.Who can know it.Than me Vivaan.Fate plays beautiful games.You chose me.We had same faces.What if you would have chosen Varna.Dont make face now.Im joking.Vivaan please dont let my absence.Give you reason hate everything more.You asked me once.What Varna means to me.She means life to me.You mean love to me.One cant live without love or life.Cant speak so much sense.After all Im Ramya Shetty.Feeling hungry too.Vivaan if you want me.With you always.Let me be free.From your life.Im there with you.In our baby.You give love to him.I will breath.In both of you.Let me free Vivaan.You fulfilled every wish of mine.This is my last wish to you.Let me be free.Im there in Pranush.Forever with you.Dont let anything happen.To him.Love you bad husband.In bracket.Worlds best husband.Tight hug and kiss.From your brat.For last time."

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Ramya made me cry too.Wish she didnt have to leave.I miss her.Her letter is not for Vivaan only.For every one who miss her.She is happy and smiling.No more tears for her.

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