I think about her more than others can imagine... I could have saved her, the Jeanne d'Arc.

Yet I did not. Sometime it makes me believe it was all my fault. She was so young and beautiful and had a wonderful life ahead of her.

It frightens me to remember that Amara is nineteen, the same age that Jeanne passed away. What if history repeats itself?

This worrying may make me sick..

-F.B.