July 21, 2016

-ArthurKirkland
-APH_Saint-Lucia
Amara_F_Jones

Bonjour. Colorado invited me and a few others over to his house for fun. We ended up watching a horror movie, and it was- interesting none the less. That black sheep and I got into another fight until the lovely Amara broke it up. Oui... she really did save us there. I am always left wondering how a mess like me ended up with her~

More stuff happened, and eyebrows starting flirting with my sister Lucia. I thought he was just doing it to make me mad, and at first that probably was his intention. You would think that I would be alright with some harmless flirting, being the country of love and all, but something felt wrong. I was afraid that he would break her heart, and hurt her, something that I might not be able to repair. She invited Arthur over to her house to help with some things, and I do not know what happened exactly when he was over there. I do know that Arthur kept bragging that he was going out my with sister. Perhaps it was payback for technically going out with Arthur's 'sister' Amara? I decided that I was going to spy on their date so I so elegantly disguised myself as an Italian waiter with the help of a good friend.

I was teeming with jealously when he flirted with her. I was so scared that he would leave her broken. They had a normal romantic conversation, well whatever's considered "romantic" for Arthur that is. At the time I realized I was happy for them, not jealous or filled with my own selfishness. One should never mess with the forces of love.

Anyways, I continued watching the two lovebirds chat amongst themselves. There was guilt buried deep in my chest as I watched them, but I would apologize later. This was a beautiful moment that should've never been interrupted.

-And it was all my fault for ruining it. Je suis tellement stupide! I almost killed Arthur... My good friend Paint had slipped a dissolving pill in the water hoping it would... knock him out. I did not know this at first, but I was still the cause of it. I let my stupid feelings of jealousy get in the way!

Arthur survived and I never felt so horrible and evil in my life. I am sure the others are brushing this off as more as a "close call." Jealousy overcame my true nature and turned me into something I was not.

If you are reading this Arthur, then I am sorry for everything that I did. I will not be mad if you choose not to forgive me.

-F.B.