So I think I mentioned this to people a while back, but I was offered an entrance scholarship to my new university at the start of the school year.

The deal was if my average was at or above 92.3%, I get $2000 towards my tuition.

Well! Guess who didn't get it!

Haha...me :)

My dad just called from school to let me know that my overall mark is at 90% and that my overall exam marks were at 78%, which...kinda sucks because I felt pretty confident during those exams.

So I've still got first class honours (which is the honour roll for kids who get 90% average or above), which is great considering that I was self destructing by the end of this year in every aspect of my life, like my motivation and will to live.

But I'm still disappointed, since I didn't get any of the other three scholarships that I applied for at the same university.

Just...feeling like a failure right now.