I'd hope silently with a forceful smile,
Tears nonexistent to the mind's eye.
Praying, waiting, my heart would race a mile,
Just so you wouldn't have to tell me one final goodbye.
What went wrong, being so close, yet far away from you?
Why am I so indecisively reluctant—
Just to say, "hey, I like you too."
Saccarchine words and thoughts aren't enough,
To quell my complacency of you being by my side—
Honestly, I do have it rough.
I know this is well past it's fruition,
But I can't seem to help but think—
What would I do, if I weren't able to call you mine despite the temptation?
I'd hope silently with this little smile,
Wishing that maybe, you'd wait for me awhile.

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