This is me. Y/n. I live in Jeonju. I'm 23.

Well I used to smile, but things changed. One day when I got home, my mom and my dad came up to me and started shouting. I started to skip the last year of university and get bad grades so that why they shouted. Every day I'd go home and hope that they are asleep because they are always drunk. 

I would go to my room and lock my self in there. I have a friend, but well... You see she died from cancer a few months ago. I still can't get over the fact that she is gone. She would always protect me from the university bullies and she just left me without a goodbye! I remember crying when I'm in bed. I wish I could see her once again... She was my bestie after all. 

When she left me I started to cut. I cut more and more every day. I blame my self for letting her leave me. I could have helped her somehow... Maybe... I don't know.. It's just sad to let someone go when You knew them since kindergarten. She was my only friend...

I heard shouting coming from downstairs. 

Mom: Come down here you mistake! We need you to buy us drinks! Or you won't get food for the month!!! Oh, wait your already fat so no food for you either way!!!

I mean she was right, cause I'm already fat. So does that change a thing? Tsk might as well get out of here for at least a few moments. 

I went downstairs and saw mom almost faint. I ran to her and caught her. But the second right after she started shouting. I wish she wouldn't be angry and be happy...

Mom: DON'T TOUCH ME YOU RAT! GET YOUR HANDS OF ME! HONEY HELP ME!!! 

Dad grabbed my wrists hard I felt the pain go down my body. The scars on my wrists hurt. I pulled my hands away from dad, took the money, and ran to the store. I wanted to cry, but I knew if I would that would mean I'm weak... I wonder what If I buy the ticket to the BTS concert and go... I would like to end it all after that... 

I went home placed the beer on the table and ran up to my room. I locked the door. I kept the leftovers from the beer I bought. I took out a box from under the bed and unlocked it. I had a credit card hidden in there and I luckily had enough money to afford a ticket. I was happy and placed the card back into the box and the same with the leftovers. I went into the bathroom and Grabbed the razor. I placed it against my wrist. 1...2...3...4...35... You wonder why so much. It's because I wrote ''I'll end it after the concert'' and on the other ''Forget me''.  I bandaged the wrists and went to bed. I fell asleep fast because of blood loss. 

~~In the morning~~

I woke up to the sound of banging. I looked over and heard loud bangs on my door.

Dad: WAKE UP YOU MISTAKE! GO MAKE US FOOD!

I jump out of bed and got dizzy. Blood loss. I remembered yesterday and the tickets were for today's evening. I dressed up:

After I was done I ran downstairs made them breakfast and went outside. I wanted to walk, before leaving. It was a 2-hour drive to Seoul from where I live. I saw a pet shelter and went in. I saw a cute puppy... he looked at me with his eyes... he wanted a home...

 I decided to take him... I might stay alive for a few months actually. I signed the papers and picked him up. He was very light. Light like a feather. Just like my friend. I used to pick her up and scare her. She was very light. I smiled and hugged him tightly. When I got near my house I just then thought about what I should do. I could jump out of the window which is on the second floor, but I don't want to bring the puppy inside. I placed him on the grass outside my window. I made sure If I jumped I wouldn't jump on him. 

I sneaked inside and grabbed the stuff that I needed the most. I grabbed the box, the razor, clothes, my PC, and my phone. I heard footsteps so I jumped out without hesitation. I grabbed him [The puppy] and ran. When I ran far enough I called a taxi and waited for it. It came fast and I got in. I told him to go to Seoul and so he did.

After a two hour ride I got out, Paid, and started to walk. I didn't know Seoul that good so I walked and walked I reached the street where there was a hotel and if you walk for 10 minutes a house. It's so weird to have a house from the city.

I went into the hotel and got a room. It was on the 4th floor. I placed the puppy on the bed and sat down. I decided to name him Fluffy. A cute name for a fluffy puppy! I smiled. He was only 1 year old and got abandoned. Same as me you can say. I looked at the time and saw it's almost 18:30. I got ready fast and placed Fluffy into a little cage I made. Just for now. I made sure he had water, food, and toys. I bought them on the way home when I took Fluffy.

I got ready and ran out.

 I was almost the last one and the line wasn't big so I was happy. I make sure I always wear long sleeves so I hide the scars. 

To be continued!

A/n: So as you can see, I will write this story Aswell. I'll try to make 1000 words in each part. I hope you enjoy it ^^