I looked at my sleeve and thought to myself 'Is this where I get caught? Ugh, thanks, great world... Now I will just have to run away'. 

Namjoon came up to me and placed his fingers under my cheeks and made me look at him. He looked straight into my eyes. I started to blush.

Namjoon: So are you... Cutting your wrists?

I looked away. I almost cried. This was...

Namjoon: Look at me. Are you doing what I think you are?

I looked at him. He had a worried face.

Y/n: Yes... I mean.. No

Namjoon: Y/n... Wh-

Jin: You're coming with us. We will drive you home and you will pack your stuff then move in with us.

I shook my head 'no'.

Jin: Yes.

He said a little bit louder. I started to tear up.

Namjoon let me go. I started to walk away, but Yoongi grabbed my wrist. I flinched out of the pain and took away my wrist.

Yoongi: C'mon. Do as Jin said.

I had no choice so I followed them. They got into the van. I had to sit on someone's laps so I sat on Suga's laps. I blushed all the way until we got to the hotel. They followed me inside.

We went inside and I went into the bathroom first. I didn't lock it cause I thought they wouldn't come. First I took my razer and made sure I wrote the same things. Blood was dripping down. And then... Well...

Jimin: GUYS! Y/N!! SHE'S DOING IT AGAIN!!!

I turned to him and then dropped my razer. They all came running in. They saw me and I saw them. They had teary eyes and me well... I just wanted this all to be fake...

V: Y-Y/n...

V came running to me and then hugged me. Jin walked to me and I sat on the toilet. He saw what I had written on my wrists, but acted like he didn't notice it. He bandaged my wrists and helped me pack.

After about 15 minutes we were done packing and walked outside. We went into the van and I sat on Suga again.

~Time skip 10 minutes~

We arrived at a house. It was way much further from the city. The house was huge as well. We got out and I stared at the house. Then I saw them go into the house so I ran to catch up with them. We went inside and it was so pretty.

They showed me my room and I ran to the bed and jumped on it. The bed was so comfortable I could fall asleep in 2 minutes, but I heard a knock.

Y/n: Come in!

V came in and placed my bag on the bed.

V: Y/n feel free to walk around. And night!

Y/n: Night!

He smiled and left. I stood up and started unpacking. Thank God I had a spare razer there. I kept the razer in the bag. I placed clothes in the closet and went back to bed. I laid there trying to sleep, but I just couldn't forget what happened today. Today was the best and the worst day.

I stood up and picked up my bag again. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. I took off the bandages and took the razer. I looked at it and dragged it against my wrists. It hurt badly that I even whimpered.

I placed the razer on the side of the sink and I felt light-headed. 'Don't faint, don't faint, don't faint' was all I could think of. I didn't need them to worry. I've worried them enough. I washed the blood off and bandaged my wrists. I went back to my room and fell on my bed. I laid down and fell asleep really fast.

I woke up to the sound of the plate breaking. I ran downstairs to see 'The God of destruction' with a broken plate. I couldn't hold back my laughter and started to laugh. He looked at me and started smirking. I didn't understand why.

He came closer to me and the second later I'm stuck. He placed his hand on the wall and I started to blush. He took my hand and brought me into his room. He locked the door behind me and I sat on his bed. He smirked and walked to me. Namjoon pushed me on the bed and I started to blush.

Namjoon: So princess~

He leaned in and kissed me on the lips. He teased me. Aish! I blushed a lot. But then I saw Yoongi standing. How did-

Yoongi: Namjoon we have to talk! Right now.

He looked angry and jealous. They went downstairs and I went after them. I listened to them talking.

(I'll sometimes use their name and sometimes their stage names.)

Suga: RM! You fucking know I like Y/n! I told you yesterday! Like and you kiss her?! This isn't normal!

Rm: It was just a kiss. Is someone jealous?

I saw RM smirk, while Suga was really mad.

Suga: SHUT UP!

He hit RM in the stomach. Jin and the others came running in. They started to fight, but the guys stopped RM and Suga. I came in as nothing happened and sat down.

Y/n: What was that shouting?

Suga sat down near me and placed his hand over my waist. I blushed from his sudden actions.

Suga: Nothing...

They all started talking about their upcoming concert and they thought about bringing me. But I refused. I went into my room and sat on my bed. I wanted to go for a walk so I dressed up.