I woke up feeling better than ever.

I looked around and all my stuff was packed. Can I leave? Looking around I saw a doctor and a guy in a black goodie with a mask. Must be Yoongi.

"Well that would be it. She is free to go. Have a nice day sir."

"Thank you and you too." Smiling he looked at me. "We can go now. I packed your stuff but just dress up." I nodded and went to dress up. He gave me a black hoodie to match his, black mask and ripped black jeans.

Why did he want us to match? That's cute. I started to blush and he walked in.

"Is Y/n blushing? That's my cute baby girl~"

"EEEP! YOONGI! STOB IT! I'm not blushing!" I ran out the bathroom and started to take deep breaths in and out.

"Well are you ready?" I nodded and he picked up my bag.

~Time skip when they're home~

H

e opened the door and I saw the guys waiting for me. "YAY! Y/N IS HOME!!! GOSH DARN I WAITED TO LONG!" Jungkook sprinted to me and hugged me real tight.

"He's not wrong Y/n. We missed you." Said Namjoon in a half chill voice.

"Come here you muffin heads. Let's have a group hug."

We all hugged and what else can I say than
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I COULDN'T BREATHE OKAY?! I ALMOST DIED!

"Can't- breathe" They all backed up and giggled. Only Yoongi stayed so I grabbed his hand and he showed me he's not going to let me go by squeezing my hand.

I heard a high pitched squeal. Taehyung. I looked at him and he saw me and Yoongi holding hands.

"Are you officially boyfriend and girlfriend?!"

"Uhhh. N.. N-" I got cut off by Yoongi kissing me.

The way he kissed me... He was passionate about it. He liked it and so did I. He stopped.

"Yeah. We are a couple." proudly he said and I looked at him. I was blushing insanely. My status is -> dead because is way too shy and embarrassed. Just don't ask why I'm embarrassed.

"Well should I make a cake?" Jin asked.

"What about muffins?" I I suggested.

"YESSS!! MUFFINS!" Jimin and Hobi squealed.

It was a hot mess of happyness. I really am something. Yesterday's thoughts weren't wrong. I'm starting to love myself...

I smiled. "I'm going to my room."

They nodded and I left.

"FLUFFY! I missed you! You won't believe what I understood! I matter! I'm not useless! I'm starting to understand how to love myself and that no one in this world should die... Everyone was sent here... In this world for something. Everyone matters. It's hard to understand everything at first. You think I will never love myself or I'm useless but then after sometime you realize... You matter, you make people happy. The things that hurt don't break you they make you stronger. I should NEVER EVER try to kill myself again. It's bad and I understand it."

Then I heard the door open and saw Yoongi. He was... Crying and smiling. Gosh I'm in love with him.

"Baby girl. You finally... Understood... I love you so much." He came to me, picked me up and kissed me yet again with passion.

I was pressed against the wall. He slid his tongue into my mouth when I gasped for air. He wanted to start undressing me but then we heard Jin.

"I'm almost done! So get down here!"

"We'll finish it later baby girl~"

Blush came across my face and I nodded. We went down stairs and sat down. Jin brought in the cake and muffins I was happy. I mean who wouldn't want muffins?!

"EEK! MUFFINS!" I squealed and made everyone laugh.

"Hope it tastes good. I put all my love into it."

"Ghmh gwmwsin" I was already stufffing the muffin in my mouth. They all started to laugh again. We all had fun.

Yoongi told everyone what he heard me say before and I felt nice. I felt like I was even more loved on top of that Namjoon was smiling the brightest.

"Finally you understand Y/n. I really hope you love yourself and never stop. Just hearing you say it makes my hear warm. I'm happy."

Smiling yet again I looked at him and said:

"I'm glad too. I really realized I matter a lot. I make you guys happy, I make you smile."

"OKAY OKAY ENOUGH OF SADNESS LET'S PLAY!" Jungkook shouted on top of his lungs. I nodded and went to grab my pc. We all did.

I went to my table and saw the letter. Ripped apart and parts burned. What was I thinking?

I threw it out and took what I needed and went down stairs. We played the new game among us and Overwatch. I kept on winning but I felt bad so I let them win a couple of times.

It was getting late, the clock showed 11:42P.M. (the time im writing this rn) so we said our good nights and went to our rooms.

I went to the bathroom and took a shower. Then put on:

And went up to my bed. Fluffy was sleeping downstairs with Taehyung's dog so the bed - all for me. That's when I heard a knock.

"Come in." It was Yoongi. My boyfriend. Gosh it's so... Weird to say it. What will other Armys' think? Did I mess up..? No I didn't.

"Aww you look cute baby girl~"

I didn't even notice Yoongi was in his underwear only. No shirt no nothing.

"Yoongi where is your shirt?"

"You don't like what you see?" He made a sad face. BOY DID HE HAVE ABBS... LORD ALMIGHTY SAVE ME! I think I'm going to have a nose bleed.

"I-I do like it- I mean!" what the muffins is wrong with me?!

"Ah so my girlfriend does like what she sees... I like what I see too. You're pretty. No matter what scars you have. I'll always love you. Now shall I-
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I wanna just. I was cringing while writing it. Should I write a part with... Smut? GOSH DARN IT EEEEE!!!