I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad that the dreams in which ive died are the best ive ever had.
I find it kinda funny I find it kinda mad that I will smile in your face even tho im sad.
I find it kinda funny I find it kinda bad the way that I feel when I make you mad.
I find it funny I find it true that no matter what I do ill never be good enough to love you
But the funniest thing is I smile before and laugh after I cut.

I hope that you do the same when I die cuz I play a game when you cry I say im sorry but its a lie I say id live for u but I dont try. I tell u that I believe but ill never fly. I do believe that it is time to say goodbye.