I'm so tired about doing just what they want.

I'm so tired about thinking that I have to love what they like.

I'm so tired about showing my fake smile.

I'm so tired to pretend they are my good friends.

I'm so tired of lying on the cold ground.

I'm so tired of going on like all the things they did never happened.

I'm so tired of hiding the real me.

I'm so tired to be a part of this fucking system.

I'm so tired not to be me.

But I'm afraid to change all of these things ...

~10.02.2019