Dumb Game

Fell out of love and I got cursed,
Is this me wishing I picked you, or my soul's pity?
You said you weren't ever in love with the softness of my skin,
Yet, you enjoyed the feeling of the frilly frills on my underwear of lace.

You enjoyed taking them off,
Enjoyed my undressed dignity,
But dissatisfied with my voice,
With the eyes you looked into.

“It was just a dumb game.”

It played over in my head every night,
When you embarrassed me at the bar,
Scorned my curves and my flaws,
Hated me, all because I wasn't your perfect barbie doll.

I fell out of love a bit too late,
I fell, and it spoiled my fate,
How to trust my heart?
How to trust my brain?

After he said what we had,

“It was just a dumb game.”