I'm in love with a boy that doesn't exist

But if he were alive I'd know

I'd know that his favorite color is blue

That he wears sandals in the snow

I'd know that he'd be always true to me

That I'd be everything to him.

I'm in love with a boy that doesn't exist

But if he were alive I'd know

I'd know that his smile is dorky and warm

That he would never let me go

I'd know that his skin is soft and inviting

That his kisses would leave me stunned.

I'm in love with a boy that doesn't exist

But if he were alive I'd know

I'd know that his birthday is April 29th

That two days before he'd have bad luck

I'd know that a sports car can easily shatter his bones

That black is not his color.

I'm in love with a boy that doesn't exist

But if he were alive...

I'd know not to take him for granted again.