I am actually working on another chapter (wow thats a first) it should be out at some point XD

I want to say some stuff that's completely unrelated to this book bear with me d00ds

I have recently (like last week) realized that I'm bisexual. Three of my friends know this and they don't care. Most of my friends are bi or gay. But that's not really what I wanted to say

I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts for a little over a year now. I was planning my suicide a week ago. I was/am extremely uncomfortable with myself, everything about myself. I've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend and most of my friends have, and it bothered me. I questioned myself and I laughed at myself whenever I thought a girl was pretty. It made me uncomfortable whenever that happened. 

But when I began considering myself bi, I actually became a bit more comfortable with myself, and my suicidal thoughts became much less frequent. It really helped me with my mental health.

Love you all <3