Honestly, the happiest experiences have only been in my dreams. I dislike sleeping, but the few times I have remembered my dreams when I woke up, it gave me a weird sort of high. Dreams are great because you can fly, scream, meet people you'll never actually meet in real life, and do whatever you want.

When I see people out with their friends, I wonder how they do it. I have tried and failed too many times; now I have moved on to pursuing other things. I guess for some people, their happiest moment is related to winning or some sort of victory. That makes sense to me, but I'd hope that I turn out with a different answer. I'd like it a lot of I could one day say my happiest moment was "when I watched my father do something amazing" or "when I first felt a real connection to my brother, instead of just static."