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Being the idiot that I am, I was gonna wait last minute to write my wish out. But, pasting everyone's wish gave me an inferiority complex, and I just couldn't wait till the end. :P

Sameeha...where do I even begin?

In my whole life, I never thought it was possible for an online person to get to attached to me. Never ever.

I remember first meeting you because of a catfish. I remember your rebellious username - f*ck_off_cunt.
Back then, I thought you were this...amazing...hacker person, because of the IPS logger thing.
But, now, I know that you're my Sammy. My stupid, little Sammy.

I think you know how much I love you. And, woman, I know you love me so goddamn much.

I didn't think I'd start to mean this much to you, and I didn't think you'd mean much to me either. You're literally my best friend and I don't even see you as an online friend anymore.

You mean the absolute world to me, and every time you go on a wretched hiatus, I swear to god, I feel like whooping your ass back here.

But, yes. It is for the best.

The number of times you've calmed me, helped me through something, or the number of times you've just tried to hear me out, you've been there for me through everything. My stupid insecurities, my broken-ness and...I am an idiot, but you still stick with me and... It just makes me realise how much you really mean to me.

You're the most rational, most amazing, open minded little bitch I've ever met. And, I'm so glad I met you. Life would've honestly been incomplete without you. You make me happier than I ever thought I could be, and I want you to be there to wipe my tears, laugh with me on killing someone by accident and just to make more memories with. So, I guess, what I'm trying to say is,
Sameeha Zafar, will you marry m- wait, what?!

Sorry about that. Got a little carried away. :P

The number of times your simple, little voice has stopped me from taking bad decisions, or doing something I know I'll regret. The number of times I've called you with the most horrible mood and hung up with the widest smile. The number of times you've made me feel at home, even when I thought that's a feeling I'll never have. The number of times I've called you at 2am and cried to you about worthless things, I could go on forever...

The way you want my irl friends to take a liking towards you (they do like you). The way you love it when I say "Sameeha" (or moan it...whoops, have i said too much?). The way you have all those arguments with your bro and your mum while you're on the phone with me
(Amma! Kadava sathu, maaa!)

I feel so free to be myself in front of you, and I hope you feel the same way. You're one of my favourite people on the planet and I hope...no, wait, I know that I'm not letting you go. You can literally run away from me, I don't care, I am coming.

You know, more than inside, silly jokes, we relate and talk about the deepest shit ever, and that makes me love you so much.

I still remember the time you told me about shower heads, I still have that vivid pic in my head. xD
I remember telling you how it'd be stressful if you dominated the world. I mean, picture you dominate the world and me, sitting in a corner stressed AF. xD

I remember the first time we spoke on the phone. I was so effing nervous, I started talking to you about ICSE/CBSE portions. xD

I remember telling you my different kinds of walks for different people.

Thennn...hey, remember the time I "did" it to him and he "did" it back to me? xD

I'm sitting here, my hair into a bun, as I smile and suppress my laughter whilst reminiscing all this.

Baby, you're my best friend. And...there's no one else I trust more than you, no matter what you do, you're always gonna be my best friend. You know that.

No words can ever be enough for me to describe how much I care about you, or how much you mean to me.
There's literally so much I want to remind you of... But, the end of the day this is just a book, and as much as i wish otherwise, I can't really ramble on.

I mean it so much when I tell you this - I love you.
And, I really hope this day goes special for you, because you're an amazing human and you deserve so much.

Thank you.
Thank you for wasting those 100 sms on me, whenever I've needed it.
Thank you for not giving up on me, even when I gave up on myself.
Thank you for telling me I'll be okay. And, making me believe that I will.
Thank you for loving me so unconditionally, and for telling me to love myself.
Thank you for showing me I'm worth it.

Thank you for everything.

Happy birthday.

~ @Hersheyfrappe