Oh man. My heart just STOPPED for a second. So, my sister's been on the phone for a while. And I've been in the room right next to where she is. I wasn't really paying attention to what she was saying (I was watching Markiplier :P). But then she mentioned my name. And I listened.

Now, little bit of a back-story for you guys if I haven't told you. In my choir, there's only one guy. He doesn't really mind though. Anyways, I used to sit next to him in choir. We're both altos even though he should be a tenor or a bass. (We were later separated because we were the loudest singers so my teacher wanted to spread the sound out.) I believe I've said this before on here, but I'll say it again. I've never had a crush. But, I THINK, a tiny bit, I might have a crush on this guy. But I wouldn't know since it's a new feeling. It's really nothing big yet, and I don't think I want it to be either to be honest.

Well, anyways, I began listening into my sister when she mentioned my name.

"Yeah she doesn't think she wants to go to the homecoming dance this year cause she's antisocial." (She said this in a funny way, so I'm not offended. Also it's somewhat true XD) "No! He hasn't asked her yet! I know! I was talking to <insert the name of the guy in my choir here> and he said his mom is really strict about asking girls to homecoming and stuff so he said he's probably not gonna ask."

Guys. My heart. Stopped. I've had little to none interaction with guys during most of my life. And the one time I felt something weird and different, the ONE TIME. This happens. Guys I can't. Just the fact that he was considering asking me freaks me out. But I don't think it's a bad freak out. It's just scary because it's a new feeling. Ahhh! I don't know if I'm overreacting but my heart is being thrown in a ton of directions. Whew. I need to calm down. I'll talk to you all later. Sorry for just popping this update like this. Augh. Well I'm also very exhausted writing this so I'm gonna go sleep. If I can. I probably can. So goodnight, lovelies!~ Have a wonderful night!~<3