───☪✽♪ Arrival of the Mutate ♪✽☪───

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Devoured by a dream, more like a nightmare Taehyung was, even his own thoughts didn't let him close his eyes in peace, even he have to blame himself for his existence. Locked in an congested and a dark closet, Taehyung found peace from the whole world. The darkness became a zone of sheer comfort for him. But still the murk wasn't able to stop his depressive thoughts that consumed the every single happiness which resided in him

His dream was all about his mother and his insecurities 

"Why, why only you get such less grades?"

'I'm sorry'

"Why can't you be like your classmate, just look at him, he's so good in studies"

'I'm sorry'

"Why are you so weird and feminine?"

'I'm sorry'

"If you turn out to be a transgender, I'm going to stop worshipping god"

'I-i am sor-sorry'

"You and your violin, you do everything except studies, God I regret bearing your for nine months in my womb"

'I'm sor-sorry'

"Just one wish, one wish of mine, can't you keep it? why can't you be just normal"

'I AM SORRY'

"Why do you take every simple and common thing so seriously, are you mad?"

"I AM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!"

Taehyung woke up as the scream left his cherry lips, but found it too hard to breath. The tears from his eyes and congested closet made it too strenuous, hard for him breath. He felt like being choked, as his hands wandered on their own finding for the handle of the closet door, but being too lost in dark, they drifted from their path. Those few moments Tae believed he's gonna die but.

Suddenly someone opened the closet door letting in more oxygen to flow about. Taehyung felt like his soul came back to its body, as he took sharp breaths. But at some place in his heart, he felt displeased, for he thought he was finally free.

"WHAT were you doing in there Tae?!" Taehyung's mother engulfed him in a hug as soon as his breathing came to stableness.

"I-I am sorry! I am sorry t-to make you worry like that, it-it's late right, aish I-I am so idiot I-I'm sorry eomma" Escaping from his mother's firm grip, he fled out of the room, abandoning his mother in utter confusion. 

"what's wrong with him.......?" She was too forgetful to understand the actual problem.

After that, doing every thing with a rush, Taehyung finally left for his school, burying his bitter feeling in his heart.

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When he arrived there, the class was already initiated. The teacher was on midway of his speech when he caught a wet, drenched in rain, Taehyung's sight.

"So Mr. Kim finally decided to appear" He spoke in a sarcastic moking tone.

"Si-sir it-it was raini-ning hard so-"

"Stop with all your nonsense excuses! how did these many students appear? Are you an exception! and don't talk with me if you only know how to stutter!" The teacher actually spitted these harsh words at Tae, as if he was the only disobedient student.

"I-I am sorry" With a blank face Tae blurted out, mentaly counting how many times he said sorry this morning, and how many sorrys are left for him to say.

"Oh and one more good thing, I said your mother regarding your every little disobedient details. And I hope you got a good dose of obedience" How bad the smirk looked on the teachers face that Tae wanted to wipe off by telling the truth but only he could if he was given at least one moment to speak.

"Just leave from my sight! and sit at the very last bench, we don't want the good students to get wet because of a careless one" With that he shooed Tae to the last bench.

Being an obedient and kind soul, he quietly followed the given instructions and fled to the last bench and quite resembled a kicked out puppy.

All the students watched him, some with pity or some with fun, some with normalcy.

One even bent back to him, only to mock "Yo! bro I think the teacher just holds some anger towards ya, cause I also came late, but I was told nothing." and backed off with a sly smirk.

Taehyung felt so humiliated and betrayed, that the whole lesson went over his head, as he was engaged in the thoughts of his further sufferings, cause now he was sure that he was born to get hurt. Gosh, he was thinking of new ways to earn redemption.

And the whole day went the same, followed by his dad's temper who arrived from his office trip and was too 'tired' to play sudoku with his son after a long time of two months. And once again Tae thought himself as the culprit. In spite of understanding Tae's downfall of mood, Hyuna kept it quiet to her husband, for he was too 'tired', more tired than their son of course.

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Days passed, followed by months, Tae's life became no more than a doll's. Being controlled by every one and having not even a pinch of emotion. At every step of anything he did, the first thought that crossed his mind was of his parents unpleased faces and words. 

Being a mother, Hyuna noticed every single change only to ignore it. But seeing the change getting to its peak, Hyuna recalled the time when she gave birth to Taehyung.

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"Wh-why isn't my baby crying like normal child-ren"

"His brain isn't normal like other kids, it didn't develope. You will have to take every step regarding him with perfection, he may act normal, but he isn't. I prefer you to consult a psychologist for better preference." The doctor said meaning every single word spoken.

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"Taehyung! sweetness what are you doing?" Hyuna chirped to her son....with hope in her heart.

"I am studying."

"But you already did my dear, wh-why don't you take a break ?"

All of a sudden Taehyung's mind flooded with the thought of his mother trying to scold him, he misunderstood her mother yet again this time and linked it with his mother's past way of scolding him.

"I am sorry, I am sorry I-I will do something else then, what you want me to d-do" Stuttering, that's another thin he learned in these months.

"I didn't meant that! why don't you take a break TaeTae ?"

"........I don't have time eomma, I have to get full marks and make you proud"

"Tae......"

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"Arthur, I think our Tae is not the same anymore, do you think he really isn't normal" Hyuna stated this to her husband, voice laced with uneasiness.

"Normal......are you trying to mean that he's autistic? "

"Not exactly that but he's just not like other normal kids" Hyuna said all she could and broke down to her tears in her husband's arms, as Arthur joined her with tear rolling down his face.

How much of careless they were all these years..............

"Don't worry love...I will contact the best psychologist for our son" Arthur replied his wife with the thought of their son beaming with happiness again.

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"Hmm, I am having less clients nowadays, in some way I am grateful that people or not suffering from stupid, mind eating problems, maybe now I should focus on myself....?" Speaking on the phone with his colleague, the man was fiddling with his work papers .

"Yeah just run after you own life now man, lets see what fate chose for you!"

───☪✽♪ Arrival of the Mutate ♪✽☪───

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That's all with my shitty chapter, I tried to write my best

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