ive always been kinda interested in how passing out feels? ive come really close, like i got dehydrated and fell on my knees and saw spots and stuff but actually blacking out is something ive never done

ive experienced being medically knocked out via IV (real fancy fans remember me posting when the drugs still had me out of it lol) which was...the weirdest thing ever. but now i can write it aha (btw, it doesnt feel like falling asleep- i felt kinda weird then then boom im in recovery and its like an hour later. no memory of blacking out) and also by drinking stuff (had mouth surgery and they made me drink the stuff. had the procedure at 10 am and woke up on the couch at 6pm. i have fuzzy memories of my dad dragging me to the car but idk)

i just want writing experience bc heck i base a lot of stuff in nfh off stuff ive done (like victors physical symptoms (sans anemia lol)) so just saying im curious what it really feels like

i would never intentionally make myself pass out but if it happens i wont be that upset. i try to look on the bright side of things when crap happens: i can now accurately write it