Continued

Abhimanyu's point of view
She neither wants divorce nor wants to stay, what the hell should I do? I don't need anything from her, I just want to know if she is okay, i mean what the hell is going on in her mind. Should I just let it go the way it is going and just wait for the right time for her to tell me what she wants or should I just go and ask. This is frustrating and I don't know how to deal with this. That day when she..

[Scene4 Flashbacks
Abhimanyu was lying on bed with her right below him. They fell due to spilled oil near the edge of their bed. He caressed her cheeks with back of his hand and she closed her eyes in response. It's been 2 months they got married but this was for the first time he was so very close to her. After all today was different from any other day, they went to her place to see her parents and spend time together with them. He for the first time saw her smile after their marriage and only time she talked to him. They in addition had a small but sharing conversations about their childhood, likes and dislikes while they were returning home.

He went further close and nudged her neck with his nails making her shiver. While he was all lost in her, her mind was lost in Purab.
(Ruhi, i will miss you. Ruhi i love you." Purab kissed her hard) she has some flashbacks while abhimanyu nuzzles her neck and she pushed him to floor. He was shocked.]

Ruhanika's point of view

Yes that day I lost my the control to the person i gave started loving who is my husband. How can someone not love you Abhi. That day when i was unwell

[Flashbacks  scene:5

Abhimanyu came inside the room with tray of soup in his hands while Ruhi was lying on bed looking pale

"Ruhi, get up. Your soup." He said and she simply nodded and tried to sit Abhimanyu seeing her unsuccessfully attempt to get up he helps her.

"Do you need anything else?" He asked her after giving her the soup and sitting next to her. She nodded in no.

He takes all the medicine she had to take after the soup in a bowl and keeps it on the table next to her bed while she simply seeps the soup. Flashback ends]

I remember Abhi, how , entire night you awake and wiping my head with wet cold clothes. You made me hate myself more that day when you postponed all your meetings to be with me. How many times and how much you did for me without expecting anything from return. You cooke for me when there is no maid. Like other males you have zero ego issues.You are the green flag no no infact forest that every girl deserves but i, i am not that every girl i am biggest red flag, you don't deserve someone like me you deserve better, you deserve best. You know I have learned something from this life it's easy to forgive others but very difficult to forgive yourself. Your mistakes burden you so much that you feel suffocating. You wish if this skin on you was a piece of cloth that you could change. You feel like running out of yourself. I wish I was strong enough to admit my mistakes. But I am weak and weak people are not fit enough to survive."

{Present: scene:3 Abhi ruhi's bedroom
Ruhi was thinking was this while looking at Abhimanyu sitting on bed while he was lying on a recliner
Ruhi came out of her thought while she heard Abhimanyu. "You didn't sleep?" He asked as he felt her gaze over him since long.

"I..umm" she fumbled.
"Do you wanna say something?" He asked with her hope if she is finally ready to share that what's up in her mind. But to his dismay she took a quilt and slept.
Scene ends with a deep sigh of Abhi in disappointment