Anika started blabbing and Shivaay was again reckless.

Suddenly Anika got up and seeing Shivaay hugged him tightly and started weeping like a kid .

Shivaay never felt so helpless in his entire life . He hugged her back tightly. He caressed her hair and her back .

Anikaaa,it's alright . I am here, nothing will happen to you .

Shivaay woh wohh da..

Anika sshhhh! Koi nhi hai yahan par . Just you and me . You are safe ,babyyy.

Anika was still weeping bitterly . It felt like today she wants to let it all out , she no more has patience , courage ,will and energy to handle this ,to suppress it .

Anika ,you are with your Shivaay. I won't let anything happen to you .
Anika talk to me . You are not weak . You are my strength. You can't cry my love . Please stop .

Anika was now coming back to present from her past . She tried to stop crying and was now just sobbing.

Shivaay held her and they were somewhat in cuddling position,not facing each other but in each other warm embrace.

Anika while crying and sobbing throughout--
Shivaay, I want to tell you something. Shivaay, Da...dak..Daksh Khurana .
He was my first love . Or rather should I say , he was biggest mistake of my life .
We met at some event in our college days . He was one of those big bad boys ,any innocent girl would have falled for . He was a complete gentleman with me and I .. I like a fool enjoyed the attention which he gave me . We were in contact for 2-3 years even after when our college was over . One day he proposed me , and I said yes.
Little did I knew ,he ...he was a psycho,a complete psychopath.
One day I came to know about his real face . He took me out on a date , the day I thought to be the best day of my life turnt into a Day that I still can't get over.
He took me to a farmhouse,it was decorated,beautifully!
We had our dinner and then he blindfolded me.
He took me to a room , he opened my blindfold.
I felt weird by his evilish grin .
And here came the shock !
He busted on me and started shouting on me .
Anika Kharbanda, you are going to be my to be wife !
You should know why I am after you for so many years , your parents destroyed my parents business hence destroying me . And now I will destroy them by destroying you ,by marrying you . After marrying you ,I will get half of your property.
I am gonna make your life miserable , you are mine ! And only I and I have the right over you .
Shivaay, I was shattered . And as soon as I tried to runaway from there ,from that closed room where I was suffocating, he held my wrist and pushed me to him. He started touching me inappropriately, he started tearing of my clothes , he hee ! *crying*

Shivaay tried to comfort her , it's ok anika you don't need to......

No Shivaay let me let it all out today ,*sobs*
He tried to rape me . I pleaded him, I begged him , I did whatever I could to get out of his hold but he continued with his torture. He threwed me on bed and kissed me here here here indicating with her hands ( one could see the disguise look on her face and pain in her eyes) , he was about to ..... ! When I somehow managed to got hold of vase beside that bed and hit it hard on his head and escape from there .

Shivaay was already in tears And Anikaaa was still crying her heart out.
Shivaay hugged her more tightly and Anika clenched her hands around him like she never wanted him to go away.

Anika-
Shivaayyyy!
I was broken ,completely shattered.
I lost everything that night , in those seconds! Everything.
I could never trust someone again !
I could never have faith in someone again!
I could never respect someone again!
I could never LOVE someone again!
I only thought the worst of everything!

Everything was lost and Nothing mattered then!

But then Shivaay,you!
You came into my life !
Gave me a ray of hope again!
Taught me how to trust again !
Made me have faith again!
Gave me my respect back!
Made me fall in LOVE again!
Made me believe in positive of everything!

I found you and I got back everything!

I thought by letting you know about this incident I will make you leave me . I never wanted to hide this all from you ,maybe from everyone else but not you! But I ..I was afraid how you would have react to it . I was scared, scared of loosing you . I didn't want to destroy anything between us.

Shivaay was silent . He was numb . He was controlling his best not to cry though tears were running down his eyes .

Anikaa , how could you think telling me this will have an affect on our relationship. I am sorry baby , I wasn't with you when you needed me . I am sorry I couldn't protect you. I can handle anything in this world but I can't handle loosing you . I promise no matter what , nothing between us will ever change . Never.
I want my old Anika back .
Anika who was khidkitodh .
Who didn't feared anyone .
Who was happy , not smiling to show the world ! No No ,not the fake happiness, but I want a genuine smile on your face .
I always tried to bring that genuine smile but I always failed , maybe after today ! I would get that smile back , the sincere smile.

Anika smiles . And Shivaay knew through her eyes ,she is accepting that what all happened is now over . And she just need one last stroke of strength to make her move on from that disastrous incident .

The past is in the past . The past will always keep on knocking but you don't always have to open the doors because your past has nothing new to say . The past has passed ,let it go !
Don't let the chain of past held your feet , to stop you from going towards a beautiful future which is waiting for you .
Believe me , this life is what you decide to make it.
Trust me , what is coming is better then what's gone.
If you can't find your happiness then create one for yourself.

I love you Anika ❤️.

And they wiped away each each other tears , got lost into each other eyes , laughed a little! Yes gave their genuine smile. Seeing Anika relaxed and feeling hisAnika is back in tashan , his heart swelled with love .

They  hugged each other tightly and slept in each other warm embrace.❤️

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