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Avni's pov..

I slowly opened my eyes when I felt someone was caressing my hand softly. I opened my eyes and then closed. Light was too much to take. I kept my eyes shut for a while. I opened my eyes finally and found Neil sitting in front of me holding my hand. I tried to figure out why he was sitting there.He was looking so messed up his hairs ruffled up as he has been running fingers through them..his eyes puffy like he had been crying and overall he looked sad but why?

I felt so weak and there was something stuck on my left hand. I turned and saw the IV tube. I glared at it then the person who was sitting in front of me and the reason behind my state right now. He was smiling softly at me which tried to reach my heart but I locked it and threw the key out.

" You woke up?" He caressed my cheek smiling. I wanted to push his hand away but I wasn't able to. Firstly I was very weak, secondly my heart refused to do so.

" Why bother to ask when you can already see it?" I asked glaring at him. He smiled and bend over me then kissed on my forehead. I supposed to get angry but strangely I felt a weird kind of peace ran through my body. I felt weird. I don't know why. I didnt even protested when he kissed my forehead.

" That's my girl. I like mine feisty cat." He said smiling and kissing my hands as he held them.

" Excuse me? I am not a feisty cat and I am not your girl." I said firmly and sounded confused when I said the last part.

" Just was assuring that my savage girl is still there. I like her like she is strong, savage and fighter not weak like this." He said looking straight in my eyes it was as if he could see my soul and I stayed silent. " Now tell me why did you faint?" He asked me with a frown.

When he asked that question i didnt know what happened to me but i get so pissed off that i started rambling my feelings.

"It was you. You were behind it moron. You and your bitch didn't let me think straight last night and I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat properly.You messed with my brain with that annoying slut." I said and he looked at me disbelief.

" You couldn't eat for Mitali?" He asked me in disbelief.

" Yeah,Mitali or motali or whatever her name is." I said pissed off.

" So, you really thought there is something between me and her?!!" He looked at me with widen eyes.

" Isn't she your girlfriend? I searched for it yesterday night and it was mentioned in many articles that you are dating her." I said like a stupid. I shouldn't say that, I shouldn't say that. I wanted to slap myself now. I know he is going to laugh at me now.

" You really believed them?" He asked looking deeply in my eyes his eyes were already sad but now it looked like moisty.

" I don't know. I was confused. This why I was too much bothered." I said. He sighed running his hands though his face.

" You should've asked me for once." He sounded hurt not the usually cheery and jolly Neil. Did I really hurt him!!!

" Ask you what?" I asked.

" The truth." He said softly i gasped as i saw tears in his eyes.

" I...umm... I don't know what to say and i didnt know what to ask." I said honestly looking away.I looked away as i dont know why but as soon as i saw tears in his eyes i just wanted to hug him and remove all the hurt which i caused him.

" Did it make you insecure? Did it made you feel like I am using you? Did it hurt you?" He asked clutching my hand tightly as tears still were in his eyes.  I was silent. I don't know.

" Answer me,Avni." He hold my hand tightly.

" I.. I don't know." I said. He sighed deeply as a tear slipped out of his eyes and he wiped it quickly.My hand twitched to hug him but i clenched my fist so that i dont do anything that i regret.

" If you are insecure about it then I am assuring you that I am not at all dating her. I know how she is. She is just my co-star. There is nothing between me and her. Nothing. I don't even like her heck i hate her so much that you wont even know avni. I like you. A lot. May be I love you. I want to be with you. I don't know who she is. She is just like the other co-star. Nothing special about her but it's you who are special. So so special to me." He said looking in my eyes. He tried his best to make me trust him as he tried to control his tears.

" Then why it was all over the internet that you are dating her?" I asked nervously as i didnt know why my heart was aching seeing him hurt.I wanted to comfort him.

" You don't need to trust everything that internet says. They paired me with many others before with whom I never had known personally. So, you shouldn't believe them and think i am with them." He said looking straight into my eyes.

" I am not jealous." I tried to sound firm. He sighed.

" I am serious with you, Avni. I let my ego down for you. Can you please not make it harder for me?" He asked me with hope in his eyes.

" She herself said that she is your girlfriend and you're her boyfriend." I said as i tried to know the reason my heart was aching suddenly so much.

" I don't care what she said. I only care about you and what you said. The only person can claim me as her boyfriend or hers is you no one else it is only you. You have all right to claim me as yours. No Mitali no fucking one else.I am yours avni not someone else's." He said seriously.

" Then why did she say that?" I asked as i tried to control my urge to hug him and tell him how i am feeling.

"It's your problem if anyone else claim your boyfriend as hers. You should deal with her. Why are you asking me that?" He asked me looking straight in my eyes.

" What will I do?" I asked looking away.

" You can fight for everyone for everything, can't you fight for me?" He asked in a low tone and eyes soo moist with hurt in them.

" What do you want me to do? Kick her face, pull her hair, burn her body?" I asked.

" I really don't know what you will do but it's totally your problem I will not advise you anything. You have to find out what you want to do." He said but his voice was like he was in pain. Did it really hurt him!!! It didn't or did it!!!

" What will I do?" I asked.

" You have to come out of your jealousy and trust me." He said. " And the way you get jealous without yourself knowing is dangerous. Dangerous for you and your health. Look what you did to yourself!! Do you have any idea how scared I was!!? Avni do whatever you want to with that bitch i dont care.If you dont like my presence then i wont come infront of you again but please for the sake of god,Dont do this to yourself.I know you are not some weak girl whome this things will hurt but they are hurting me so bad i cant even tell.Please dont do this" He said as tears skipped his eyes and his confession blew my heart i cant even tell.My heart was beating so fast that i was scared he'll hear it.My fist clenched tightly as i tried to be in control.

" I am not jealous." I said lowly loiking away and he glared at me.

" Stop. Don't say that you are not jealous cause you are damn jealous it was all okay until it caused harmful to your health.I can see that you dont like my presence at all and i am causing you pain." He said. I stayed silent even though i wanted to shout at him that i fucking love his presence but i hate the idea of him with someone else. I don't know what to say. I was really speechless listening to him.

"I am saying again Mitali is nothing. But you are everything to me. Trust me when I say I love you and want to be with you I was loyal to you." He said. I was still silent cause i was speechless after all his confessions. He sighed sadly.

" You needed space I gave it to you. Now listening everything and after explaining it made me feel like now I need some space. I need to re-think. I am badly disappointed that you didnt even trusted me enough heck you could've just asked.It was also okay that you didnt trusted me but the thing which is not okay is your health.i am causing this to you if you could've asked you wouldnt be here at all.I really didn't expected this from you Avni." He said and my eyes widened as he was going to say something more.My heart was beating so fast and hands were clammy with sweating.

"I will not appear in front of your face until you realize your feelings and if you don't feel anything then we might not meant to be together." He said in a really painful tone with tears still in his eyes. That made me realize I have really hurt him badly and also myself.

He kissed my knuckles and my forehead his lips lingered there for a long moment and i didnt even protested.I was numb.He removed his lips from there as his tear fell on my face as he walked out without looking back.

I looked at the way he went froze in my place but when i came out of my trance  i realised my face was wet i touched it and then realised i was crying as well.

But then only i realised neil wasnt just some perverty moron or just a business partner he meant more to me.More then anyone else.

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