Samantha's P.O.V. :

Sometimes, I wonder what am I doing? Is this why they gave me birth? Was I just a trophy? A girl to be married to another rich one and be a business deal? Maybe someday they'll think that I'm worth something. All this time is spent behind running after Sargam just for her. Yet did she appreciate it? Nah. Instead, she felt angry that I couldn't get him for myself. But I'm not regretting it. As Rutvika deserved him not me.

I was just a girl who'd stooped too low to get a guy's attention, right? But who knew that I'd done this to see love for me for once in her stony, cold eyes.

I had the burden to always excel because of the mistake I hadn't even made. Was it my fault? I till date can't find the answer. Maybe it was.

I stood in front of the mirror looking at myself. How I'd changed myself because she wanted me to! How I'd strived so long for my own mother's love! But surely, I wasn't lucky enough to get it.

Maybe I don't deserve love. Otherwise I would have found it by now.

Maybe by excelling in other aspects like a boy, my mother might love me.

Expectations really hurt more than they should.

I hope someday I'll find that special someone if he's made for me which I still doubt.