i read in a health manual,
that each day you should drink half your weight in water.

i misread water and went away with love,
so now, i am fifty percent love
fifty percent girl,
twenty percent fire.

what a strange composition,
what a wild creation .

i am fifty percent love,
but no one will take it from my hands,
an abundance,
but no one will accept the extra.

overflowing with adoration,
so much that im bleeding,
oh good lord,
take the yoke of love off my back.

so much so now,
that i can't speak without it tumbling out,
forgive me for my words,
i wish i could take them back

last night before i went to bed,
i chugged a thermos full of green tea,
it burned my throat and later,
i dreamt i was drowning in a car.
except you were driving,
and you got out,
but left me alone.

and i screamed bubbles,
and you swam towards the sun,
an angel above me.

am i loving you too much?
i can't tell when i should end and you start, im sorry if im overwhelming,
it's all that i know

jesus christ,
i used to know you, but then you changed.
why go and do that?

i think i missed when everyone decided to grow up,
and im still the same, cocooned

a shell around myself,
love seeping through the cracks