Kinda wanna fall in love for the hell of it, kinda would never wanna touch that emotion with a ten metre long pole.

     You hear about all these people on the internet falling in love, sometimes with a friend or a stranger or that one weird kid who lives down the road and has an obsession with cats. And they get the guy/girl/non-binary romantic friend; it's cool. They go on dates and do all those cutsie couple things you shake your head at but secretly just want someone to do them with. And they post about it on social media and all of their friends make a big deal about it because they love their best friend and this is an important mile stone.

     But sometimes, they don't get the guy/girl/non binary romantic friend and it isn't cool. They don't go on dates and do all those cutsie couple things, because instead they're sitting alone in their rooms, wishing they had that one person to do them with. And they don't post on social media because nothing's going on for them and they see all of their other friends getting into relationships or just even being able to get into relationships and it's suck major balls.

     So, yeah, when I see people talk about it, I wanna cry.

     That's how my life's going. How's yours?

     Goedenavond!

19/10/2019