Warning: this chapter contains sexual content so do not read if that makes you uncomfortable!

"Kiss me, it doesn't matter
If it hurts, make it tighter
So that can't even hurt anymore
Baby, it's okay to get drunk
Now I drink you
Deep into my throat
The whiskey that is you"

"Jungkookie, I beg you." Taehyung smiled his big box smile to Jungkook, and that was the final straw. He slammed his lips on the older's, immediately gaining access back to his wet cavern with his tongue. He started to suck on Taehyung's tongue while snaking a hand underneath his shirt.

Taehyung had missed Jungkook's touch more than he realized. The feeling of his rough, callused hands on his stomach made shocks of electricity move through him. He raised his arms above his head, signaling for Jungkook to remove his shirt, and he did. Taehyung missed Jungkook's mouth on his during the second they disconnected, but the younger instantly put his swollen lips on his.

Taehyung let out a soft moan when Jungkook moved his mouth down to the older's neck, sucking on the tanned skin right beneath the ear. Jungkook chuckled against Taehyung's skin. "You always love that spot, baby."

Taehyung responded by unintentionally grinding his hips against the other's, causing them both to let out a small gasp. Jungkook reached a hand down to the older's crotch, rubbing his hardening erection, making Taehyung let out a beautiful moan.

The older stripped Jungkook of his shirt, instantly realizing how the boy had not taken care of himself. His abs were gone and replaced with his exposed rib cage. Jungkook stopped when he saw the look in Taehyung's eyes. He looked down at himself as he sighed, getting off of the older and laying down next to him.

Taehyung had tears on his cheeks, and Jungkook kissed each one away softly. "What happened, Jungkook? Why are you so much skinnier and less muscular? You used to take so much pride in your abs."

Jungkook took a deep breath and released it through his nose. "When you left... I stopped working out because I felt like it took away from the time I could spend worrying about you. And eating made me nauseous. It would always remind me of you, especially the day when Yoongi made me waffles without knowing your love for them."

"Kookie..." Taehyung was holding himself back from sobbing uncontrollably.

"I'm okay now. I'm eating again, slowly working up an appetite. And I've been working out again, slowly."

"Good. I was so worried there for a second." Taehyung then rolled over so he was on top of Jungkook, pinning the older's hands above his head. "Now, shall we get back to it?"

Jungkook laughed before nodding, his lips finding their rightful home on Taehyung's tanned skin. He worked his way down his neck, leaving hickies all down his neck and chest, the darkest ones being beneath his ear and on his collar bones.

The younger pulled away again, just for a second. "Kim Taehyung, you are so fucking beautiful." And he found the strength to roll them over so he was now on top. The older giggled. Taehyung was forced to let go of Jungkook's hands, and they immediately dropped to the boys' pants. "Are you sure you're ready?"

Taehyung was already panting under him. He nodded. "Yes, oh God, yes. It has been too long."

Jungkook pulled his and Taehyung's pants down, throwing them across the room, not caring where they landed. His lips went back to Taehyung's chest as his hand snuck around the waistband of the older's boxers. He snaked a hand down and onto Taehyung's dick as he started pumping him. Taehyung's head went deeper into the mattress, giving Jungkook more access to his neck.

Jungkook then removed Taehyung's boxers and placed three fingers into the older's mouth. He started to suck on them, knowing that it was for his own good. Watching Taehyung suck on his fingers turned Jungkook on even more. "Fuck baby, you look so hot right now."

Once they were both satisfied with the saliva covering Jungkook's fingers, he inserted a finger slowly into the younger, feeling his tight walls constrict at the contact. Taehyung groaned a little at the suddenness. Jungkook slowly moved the finger in and out, watching as Taehyung's groans of discomfort turned into soft moans. He inserted a second finger, moving it immediately, not waiting for Taehyung to adjust. Jungkook curled his fingers to stretch him out even more. A small tear fell down Taehyung's cheek.

Jungkook put a third finger in, immediately hitting Taehyung's sweet spot as he heard a juicy moan exit his swollen lips. Jungkook could feel his dick twitching, begging for contact, so he removed his fingers. "Get on all fours baby boy."

Taehyung obliged, placing his hole near Jungkook's throbbing election. The younger placed himself in position, pressing his tip into the hole. Taehyung started squirming under the pain. "Ah, s-shit it h-hurts."

"I know it does, baby. It'll feel good soon." Jungkook stopped moving when he was about halfway in. Taehyung's walls were clenching too tight, making it hard for him to move. Jungkook ran a finger up and down Taehyung's spine, trying to relax him. He was able to fit all the way into Taehyung's hole, not moving so he could adjust. Jungkook didn't want the older to be in too much pain.

Taehyung begged for the other to move. Jungkook moved in and out slowly, listening to Taehyung's soft moans getting louder. He noticed Taehyung moving his hips, giving himself more pleasure. Jungkook took this as an opportunity to move faster. He picked up the pace, Taehyung's moans filling the room. The sound of skin slapping surrounded their ears, turning both boys on more.

Jungkook pulled out of Taehyung long enough to roll him so his back was on the bed, quickly thrusting back in to him. He wanted to watch Taehyung while he fucked him.

Taehyung's swollen lips were parted, letting air in and moans out. His forehead was starting to have beads of sweat on it. His eyes were looking directly into Jungkook's.

Jungkook slowed the pace down, moving his dick in slowly but deeply. Taehyung arched his back off of the bed, still not breaking eye contact, as Jungkook hit his prostate. "F-Fuck. Keep d-doing that." Jungkook smirked as he felt Taehyung wrapping his legs back around Jungkook's waist, giving the other deeper access to his prostate. "So d-deep in me."

The younger kept his movements slow so Taehyung could feel every inch of his dick sliding in and out. Jungkook licked his thumb, placing it on the other's swollen tip. He swirled the precum around, making Taehyung squirm under him even more, before he brought it to his mouth. He licked the precum off of his thumb. "Mmm you taste so good baby."

Jungkook leaned over to place more kisses on Taehyung's collar bones. He quickened the pace again as he felt both of them getting closer. The sound of their skin slapping and their moans filled the room as Jungkook thrusted inside of Taehyung. The old bed frame started squeaking under them as Jungkook fucked Taehyung's hole. The older had saliva dripping from his mouth, and Jungkook used his tongue to lick it off.

"F-Fuck I'm c-close." Taehyung shouted, causing Jungkook to move even faster. Taehyung could hardly breath he was moving so fast. Both boys felt the familiar sensation in their stomachs before they released one final moan. Taehyung released himself on their stomachs while Jungkook cummed inside his hole. Without removing his member, Jungkook licked up Taehyung's stomach, cleaning up all of the white liquid. He swallowed it all before placing a few final kisses on Taehyung's lips. He pulled out and laid down next to him, both were panting heavily.

"Shit, Kookie. That was amazing."

Jungkook laughed as he pulled the other closer by the waist, placing a soft kiss on his sweaty hairline. "Indeed it was baby."

Taehyung reached over and grabbed Jungkook's hand, the one that wasn't around his waist. He started to play with his fingers while biting his lip.

Jungkook recognized this action, and immediately asked him what was wrong.

"I guess I just can't help but wonder something."

"What is it baby?" He placed another kiss on his temple.

Taehyung swallowed his nerves, not wanting his words to shake at all when he said them. "Why did you never respond to the letter I sent you?"

Jungkook froze, raising an eyebrow in confusion. "What letter?"

Taehyung stopped his movements with the other's fingers. "I sent you a letter. It was meant for what would've been our six month anniversary."

Jungkook shook his head. "I never got a letter, babe. If I had, I would've responded right away. I called you every single day. That was the only thing I knew to do to try and contact you."

Taehyung nodded slowly as he wondered where that letter had gone. No wonder Jungkook had been so broken. He decided to change the subject, not wanting to upset the mood. "How about we get cleaned up and then we can cuddle and watch a movie?"

Jungkook chuckled. "That sounds excellent." He paused for a second before noticing the mischievous glint in Taehyung's eyes. "Kim Taehyung, are you asking for shower sex right now?"

Taehyung laughed. "Maybe?" Jungkook playfully smacked his boyfriend before picking him up gently. Taehyung wrapped his legs around his waist, Jungkook's hands on his bare butt as he led them to the bathroom.

A/N: Yikes. I don't know I feel like that wasn't great. Oh well.

Do y'all want the details on the shower sex next chapter?? 🤷🏼‍♀️

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