I'm really upset. You know why? Oh, just this stupid boy that I let into my life and then he just decides to break my fucking heart because, hey, Randy's not important to anyone, right? Who would care if we all just slowly crushed him until he's nothing but a pile of broken emotions? Sounds about right

Grace, you were so right

I'm sorry for ruining our friendship over this
I know that you still have me blocked on your phone

But I know for a fact you'll see this

So I just wanted to say that I'm sorry

You were right

He really is just like all the others

And the truth is
I liked him

Well, like

I put an ed at the end but if I'm being honest the feeling is still very much present

Liking people is weird

I just sit here

Swimming around in my own thoughts

And I wondered if he was just another one of my people phases

I go through those a lot

But in the end it's all the same

They all leave

Grace, I'm so sorry

I don't expect you to forgive me, because even through all of our little fights

You were right

I'm sorry

You're too amazing for me and I don't know why I didn't listen to you I'm just so sorry

I know it's been weeks since we've talked

We're both just so stubborn

But I'm sorry

I really am

I can't really see what I'm typing because I've been crying for the past hour

I just want someone to hug me but I made all of you hate me

Even JJ is ignoring me

And I'm sorry

I just want to

I guess that's all I wanted to say.