Voltron season six has me sobbing thanks.

Me writing is 5% writing a couple sentences  5% of me scrolling through tumblr 10% eating cheez its 50% of me staring at literally nothing and 30% of me wondering what the fuck is going to happen next, in that order, repeatedly.

I have a good trans Will idea and that's more then likely going to be the next chapter so get ready, it's gonna be great.

Also this one has, like, implied sex but I don't think it's worded in a way that would make anyone uncomfortable because it's really vague. . I hope that makes sense

Uh, anyway trans Nico you're welcome.

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Will called Nico one day, excitedly telling him that he got accepted to the college that he wanted.

The college was in California, and with how much Nico was happy and proud of Will, he couldn't help but be a little upset. Secretly, he was hoping that Will wouldn't get accepted by that college, probably making him a terrible boyfriend, but it was just so far away.

Nico wouldn't get to see Will everyday anymore, and the thought made him want to cry. He loved Will, Will had helped him in a lot more ways then he realizes, and part of that was just being there.

But he was proud of Will, he was happy for him, because, from what Will told him, it was a difficult college to get into and you had to be pretty damn smart to get into it. Will always worked as hard as he could, he never cut corners and he never took the easy way out, especially when it came to helping other people. So, really, if anyone deserved to get into the college, it was Will.

"That's amazing, Will," Nico mumbled into the phone, "I'm really proud of you."

"I'm so excited!" He laughed, "I can't wait. Only one month before school starts."

"One month," Nico murmurs, quietly curling in on himself.

"Neeks, I'll talk to you everyday. I promise." Nico hums.

He knew that probably wasn't true. Life happens. People get busy and they make new friends and, possibly, find new love interests.

It's what happened to Nico when he moved to America. He told his boyfriend at the time that they would stay in touch and they would talk everyday. Then, he met Will. . .

"Yeah," Nico sighed, bringing his knees up to his chest.

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Will stayed at Nico's apartment the night before he had to go. His roommates, Percy and Jason, were nice enough to stay some where else (totally not because he asked them to, psh.)

They went out to dinner that night. They got Italian, because Will was cheesy and wanted to make Nico happy. Nico rolled his eyes, replying that he was supposed to make Will happy since he was the one leaving. Will only shrugged, saying that Nico's happiness was his happiness.

Back at Nico's apartment, well, they didn't get much sleep that night.

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The next morning, Nico was glued to Will's side. Percy and Jason had picked them up, mostly to see Will off at the airport and so Nico wouldn't have to drive back to the apartment afterwards (they were so sure he would wreck while crying.) He held Will's hand as they walked through the airport, sniffling every now and then.

The closer they got to Will's gate, the more Nico felt his eyes watering. He didn't want Will to leave, he didn't want to lose his closeness with Will. He didn't them to slowly drift apart.

When Will turned and smiled down at him, Nico had to bite his lip to keep from crying. Will let his bag sit on the floor, using the empty hand to grab Nico's other hand. A strange noise came out of the back of Nico's throat, and he surged himself forward, wrapping his arms around Will. Will hugs him back, kissing the top of Nico's head.

"I love you," Nico sobs quietly into Will's chest. Will presses a kiss to the top of his head, smiling into his hair. He pulls back, pressing another kiss to Nico's forehead.

"I'm only going to be gone for four years," Will says, trying to soothe Nico despite the obvious crack in his voice, "It'll go by quick." Nico shakes his head, sniffling.

"I'm going to miss you," Will kisses him.

"I'm going to miss you, too," Will gives him a small smile, wiping under Nico's eyes, "it's going to be okay." Will checks his watch, and seeing that he has about fifteen more minutes to board his plane, he starts peppering Nico's face with kisses.

"I love you," he says between kisses, "I'm going to miss you so much," Nico starts giggling despite his tears, "I am going to call you everyday," Nico takes Will's hands in his, closing his eyes and smiling as he kisses him, "And we're going to visit each other as much as we can, okay?"

"Yeah," Nico nods, his smile fading as Will starts grabbing his bags, "I love you, Will," he mumbles softly. Will looks at him and places his hand on Nico's cheek, giving him a gentle yet passionate kiss.

"Don't worry," he whispers, "you aren't getting rid of me anytime soon. I can guarantee I not going to meet anyone better than you," he looks Nico in the eyes, "I only want to be with you because I love you, Nico." Nico nods again, and Will smiles, "I need to go now. I'll call you when I get there," he gives Nico another kiss before waving at Percy and Jason, who were standing a bit ways behind them.

Will turns, and Nico can't help but to tear up as he watches Will leave.

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Nico's period was late.

Nico, of course, was slightly concerned by the fact, considering. . events that went down maybe two weeks ago. Still, though, he brushed off the idea of pregnancy. Will and him were safe, so there was no need to worry. He managed to convince himself that his period was simply late and that it would show up sometime this month.

But when it didn't show up later that month, he started getting more and more nervous. Especially as it slowly fades into the next month and he still doesn't have one.

He only starts panicking, though, when he wakes up one morning and has to rush to the bathroom because he feels sick.

He vomits. And he feels tears prick at his eyes because he was scared. He couldn't be pregnant, he wasn't ready and he was sure Will wasn't either.  Nico sighs, flushing the toilet and walking over to brush his teeth.

When he walks out of the bathroom, Jason sticks his head out of his room.

"You okay?" He asks, and Nico nods. Percy also opens his door, but Nico ignores him and walks back to his room. He closes his open door, walking over and flopping face first onto his bed. He takes a second to calm himself down, then takes his laptop.

He opens in, doing a bit of research and seeing that if he was pregnant, then morning sickness usually starts after six weeks of being pregnant. It also says that morning sickness would last about fourteen weeks.

He purses his lips, he doesn't think he could go through the pregnancy. He's still in college, and balancing school, work, and a child? Nico sighs, closing his laptop and putting his head into his head into his hands.

Nico waits until Percy and Jason are out of the house before he calls Will. He picks up after a few rings, and Nico stops pacing the floors in favor of sitting on the couch, his knee bouncing anxiously.

"Hey, Neeks," Will greets, "I don't have long to talk, class starts in about twenty minutes."

"That's fine, I just really need to tell you something," he mumbles, feeling his palms starting to sweat.

"Yeah, what's up?"

"I- I think I might be pregnant," he murmurs, chewing his thumb nail. It's quiet for a moment to long, and Nico starts to panic, "I- Well, I haven't taken a pregnancy test yet, but I haven't had my period since you left and- and this morning I got sick."

"I think you should take a test," Will says, "And we can see what we need to do from there." Nico bit his lip.

"Are you upset?" He asks quietly.

"No," Will reassures quickly, "Just a little surprised. I love you, we're in this together, right?"

"Yeah," Nico sighs, feeling relieved and he lets himself smile, "I know you're busy, so I'm going to go. Can we Skype later?"

"Yeah, of course. I love you."

"I love you, too," Nico smiles, and after saying goodbye, ends the call. He closes his eyes for a second, happy that telling Will went better then he expected it to. He stands up, going to his room to get dressed.

He goes to the closes CVS and grabs a pregnancy test. When he's back at his apartment, he immediately  goes to the bathroom.

The instructions says he has to wait fifteen minutes for results, so he sets a bit of toilet paper onto the counter before putting the test on it. He sits on the floor, bringing his knees to his chest and watches the time on his phone idly.

He jumps when he hears the door opening and closing, panicking when he hears Jason's voice calling out that his study partner canceled on him.

"Shit," Nico mumbled quietly, standing up and pocketing his phone. He hears Jason walking towards the bathroom, and just shoves the test in the small box it came it, then he shoves the box up his jacket sleeve, hoping that it doesn't look bulky and that Jason won't ask him about it.

He steps out of the bathroom, trying to get to his room.

"Hey," Jason says. Nico has to hold back a groan, and he turns to look at Jason, trying to keep his arm un-suspiciously hidden.

"Hi," he says shortly.

"Are you feeling okay?" he asks, "Do you have any idea why you were sick this morning?"

"Uh, no, but I'm fine, thanks," Nico mumbles, looking at the ground. If he is pregnant, he doesn't want anyone to know, because he mostly likely won't end up going through with the pregnancy and he doesn't want to let anyone down.

"Are you sure? I don't think it's normal for people to wake up and be sick, maybe you should go to the doctors?"

"Really, Jason, I'm okay," he points behind him with his free hand, "and I should probably go study, so," he trails off. Jason nods.

"Okay, but if you need me, I'm here," he offers.

"Yeah," Nico nods, "thanks." Jason gives him a smile before turning, going back to the main area of the apartment. Nico's lets out a sigh when he's gone and continues his way to his room. He sits at his desk, taking the test out of the box and lets it sit on top of the box, which is on the desk.

He checks the time on his laptop, and bites his lip as he looks back down at the test. Only a few more minutes. His knee bounces nervously as he waits, not having anything else to do. After a minute or two, he groans, standing up and walking over to flop on his bed.

He curls into the covers, wanting nothing more then to cuddle with Will at the moment. He jumps up when he hears his alarm go off, and he goes over to his desk and sits at the chair. He bites his lip as he looks at it, seeing the small purple plus sign.

He feels his eyes water, and he pushes the palms of his hands into his eyes. He lets out a sob, and he brings his knees to his chest, putting his face into his knees as he wraps his arms around himself. He tries to keep quiet as he cries, because he doesn't want Jason to hear him. So, he bites his lip, squeezes his hands into his shoulders.

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I HAVE CREATED A TWITTER  it's lexter2003 if you want to follow it. I want to make an Instagram but I have no idea what I would post there.

Okay so this is going to have a part two, I just don't want it to be so long.

Um, I do have a trans Will idea so I'll probably post that before part two of this and I still need to do the last part of Coming Out, but that can wait lmao

Also I am working on a Jercy book, it's going to have 26 chapters but the chapters are going to be short. I want to try and get at least 12 ish chapters written before I post the first one

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