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I sighed gently as I honestly felt better. Maybe I should talk to tom a bit more, I know he will definitely help me.

Third person

A few weeks past form the whole problem with Tord. Y/n has been doing much better and has talked to Tom again about everything. He has been really supportive and has never talked about you two possibly having a chance with each other again because he realized that you two are more like brother and sister... but he still liked you a lot..

All of you have gotten closer to each other and have done a lot of activity together and the best part was forgetting about what happened. What happened really scared everyone but when y/n sees everyone happy again, she felt happy again.

Y/n still had feelings for Tord. The good Tord she used to know. She doesn't like the new Tord but still loves him for his nice side. Y/n believes that he truly didn't want to do that to her and her friends. I mean, yeah he is red leader and trying to get the weapon but he really could have just said bye and leave. But nothing wants to go the way you want it to go does it?

Never mind Tord, y/n just tried to forget about him like he did with her. She still does think about him time to time, and even sometimes he is on her mind the whole day.

Y/n POV

I was thinking of going out to the coffee shop or maybe a old place I used to hang out with Tord at. I know it's not good for me to keep doing things that reminded me of him but it's the good memories that I like to think about. I got dressed and put my (h/c) on top of my undershirt. I get my (f/c) shoes and made my way out with my phone in my pocket with a couple of dollars.

I walked downstairs and saw Tom, "Hey Tom," I said softly. "Hey y/n, where are you going?" Tom asked walking to me. "Oh I'm just going to go out for a bit. To have alone time you know?" I chuckled a bit, "I won't be gone for too long though" "Alright, Just text me if there is an emergency and we all will be there for you" tom says giving me a hug. I hugged back gently and slowly pulled away. "Don't worry, I will" I said before walking to the door and opening it. "Are you going to walk" Tom asked from behind me. "Yup, it's not that far though," I said before stepping out, "I'll see you later." I said before shutting the door.

I sighed slowly and began to walk. I really didn't mind walking, it was more nice than driving a car; plus it helps save my money for gas.

Anyways, as I walked I thought about Tord again. I know I shouldn't be doing this but, I just can't help it... I missed him too much, I just wanted to hug him at least one more time...

I looked down as I walked. "Why do I even make a effort into liking him, he told you to your face that he didn't like you..." I mumbled to myself. "Ugh.." I sighed running my hand through my hair.

I eventually make it to the pace Tord and I always hung out at. It's just a simple little café, one of our old friends worked there so that's how it became a hang out spot for us. I walked up to the café and went inside. I wanted to take a seat somewhere and pulled out my phone. As I did I glanced up to see... Tord... at the other side of the room...

He looked different... his one side was wrapped up... he looked more emotionless... he was...scary..? I tried to hide my face to make sure he doesn't see me. He was talking to two other men who where sitting in front of him so lucky he didn't notice me.

I peaked up a few times and one of the two guys saw me. I stared bit before looking back at my phone.

Third person

Pat was looking at y/n. He saw her looking at him and looked back down at her phone. He didn't know who she was but thought something was suspicious about her. "Hey boss... is that any of the female leaders..?" Pat asked quietly.

"There is only one and she is Russian," Tord sighed, "she has a small army too so no threat-" Tord looked over to where pat was looking at and his eye widened. "Faen... vi må gå..." (fuck...we must go...) Tord says quietly.

"But sir, who is she? Do we need to say something to her?" Pat asked but Tord quickly answers, "no..." he then got up.

Y/n looked back up and saw Tord looking right at her. 'Shit...' y/n though mentally. 'Faen...'(fuck) Tord though mentally too.

Y/n then quickly got up and walked to the exit of the place. Tord watched her and decided to go after her. "Y/n wait!" He calls out to her. 'No I shouldn't care like this but must say something...' Tord though going outside and running to her. Y/n stoped to listen to him. She turned to look at him, "what do you want?" She asked in a bad tone.

"Listen....I.." Tord couldn't even say it. He wanted to but he didn't want it to come out the wrong way. Y/n sighed walking away again but he grabbed her shoulder. "Look... I did what I did for a reason... a reason what I cannot tell you what it is... for your safety.." Tord says quietly. "Well I don't care... you used me." Y/n glared at him. "I wasn't using you... I was still figuring out if I really do like you...." Tord says looking the other way. "Hmm, do you were still technically using me for your help?" Y/n says a bit more mad. "Just leave me alone Tord. You've changed and I don't like that you are now..." y/n says before walking away again.

Tord watched before going to her again and grabbing her arm. "Y/n please-" "enough Tord! I don't get why you are still going after me when you said you don't love me! How is it fair for me to give into you?!" Y/n snaps at him but Tord stays silent. "What does that do for me?!" Y/n says again. Tord sighed looking away, "look....I'm sorry...I really am sorry.." Tord says.

"Well saying sorry for what you did is something you shouldn't be saying to me specifically." Y/n pulled out her phone, "you'd need to say sorry to the others, even Tom; and when you do, maybe I will forgive you." Y/n says walking away again.

Tord just watched. He didn't want to stop her again, and he had nothing to specifically say. He could never look at the others again.... what would they do..? Or should I even say anything to them again..?

"Sir... do you like her..?" Pau asked walking up behind Tord. He noticed his reactions and he had never seen him try so desperately to talk to y/n. "I... I don't know...." Tord says looking down and balled his hands into a fist. "God damnit! Why am I like this?!" Tord snaps at himself in frustration. "Sir it's ok! Let's just go back to the base..." Pau says walking out to the car.

"Yeah boss, I think you just need a break. You are still recovering after all." Pal says following pat. "No, I don't need a break and I feel fine. It's just something about her is affecting me, making ME feel like this! I just don't get it! I don't like her, I shouldn't like her!" Tord rambles as he paces back and fourth. "Let's Just go back boss," pal says going back and putting his hand on Tords shoulder and starts to walk again.

Y/n POV

I don't know why... but just talking to him made be have a bit of anxiety. He is still alive, he has a lot of bandages covering his one side of the body, and he had two men I didn't even know by him... I even told him I'd forgive him if he told the others sorry. I could never forgive him!

I've noticed that I've acted differently around him. Is it because of all that happened? I just don't feel that one connection that I used to, I felt it before I talked to him, but why didn't I feel it when I did talk to him? Ugh, I can't even answer myself..

I proceed to walk away. I was just going to go home. I just wanted to be alone for the day after seeing him. It makes me wonder why he actually was there. Out of all places he could have been, he was there.

I just kept think about him the whole way home. I just couldn't drop the fact he was there. I'd probably just talk to tom about it, he knows how to make me feel better.

Toms POV

After y/n came home I was surprised she came to me and immediately needed me to come to her room to talk. Of course I got worried and followed her. "What's wrong?" I asked as soon as she shuts the door.

"It's about Tord... I saw him today at the coffee shop with two other men.." My eyes widened to what she said. "Tord is alive?!" I said in shock but y/n quickly shushed me. "Yes and quiet down..," y/n said as she walked to her window- seat and sits. "I talked to him but I noticed him first. I was going to leave but he stoped me and thats how we talked. He acted weird, his voice had more accent than usual, and had a bandage on the side of his face and arm; possibly more going down that side of his body," y/n explained to me.

"How weird was he acting?" I asked sitting down in her chair at her desk. "Uncomfortable weird.." y/n says running her hand through her hair and looked down. "But before we talked I had this weird connection feeling, like-.. I don't know how to explain it but it went away once we started talking," y/n says and looked back up at me, "You know what I mean?"

"Not really but I get it kind of," I said. I wasn't so sure what she meant but I got that she felt something off when she first saw him. But how a connection feeling? "What did he say to you?" I asked resting my chin on my hand.

"At first he tried to say sorry, but you know him, it's hard for him to say sorry for something he doesn't want to say sorry for." Y/n rolls her eyes. " he the then told me that what he did was for a reason, but a reason that he can't tell me about for my safety. I don't get what he means and it scares me that if I talked to him someone is now watching me or something! Then I confront him for using me and-"

"How did he use you?" I cut her off before she continued or changed that topic quick. I saw her hesitate before speaking. "We've.... we've kissed... and... gotten close... but we didn't get that far! But.... he has seen my bare chest... He just started kissing my neck but nothing else!" I got so mad hearing this. How dare he just use her like that. I quickly got up. "That isn't right to do! Just use you and leave?! Who does that?!" I said angry.

"T-Tom it's fine! I let it happen, I thought he liked me!" Y/n says getting up and going to me. "Well I get that but for him to use you like that is really not ok!" I said still super mad.

Tord is a fucking dead man the next time I see him!

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I decided to not split this chapter either. I'm sorry that it was such a long read -LB

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