Some of you have read something similar to this, cuz the Alone part 2 was deleted!!

*Flashback to before the last chapter, when Cole left Jay that night*
Jay's pov
I got my knife and started cutting my wrist, blood went everywhere...
Then i started singing.
(Play the song)
"I hear the ticking of the clock
i'm lying here the room's pitch dark..."
I cut some times.
"I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone..."
"And the night goes by so very slow
Oh i hope that it won't end though"
"Alone"
I cut many times as i continued singing: "Till now i always got by on my own
I never really cared until i met you"
"And now it chills me to the bone
How do i get you alone?"

"You don't know how long i have wanted to touch your lips and hold you tight, oh"
"You don't know how long i have waited, and i was gonna tell you tonight"

"But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown..."
"Alone"

"Till now i always got by on my own
I never really cared until i met you"
"And now it chills me to the bone
How do i get you alone?"
"How do i get you alone?"
I cut as many times i could, as i started singing again: " How do i get you alone?"
"How do i get you alone?"
"Alone!"
"Alone..." I whispered, i repeated that word until i fell asleep on my bed, with the knife in my hand.

*Morning*
I woke up, i looked at the bed...
I did it again, it was blood everywhere....
Why?!
Alone?
Am i alone?!
Why?
Cole! Save me!!
Alone...
Alone....
Alone...
Out of nowhere i started crying...
As i thought i grabbed the knife again, i was ready to stab the knife into my wrist when the door opened...
It was Cole, he saw me and my knife, in the bloody room.
He must have heard me crying.
The last i heard before i stabbed the knife into my wrist was: "NO! Jay!! STOP!!" Then everything turned black.
*Flashback over*

Hope you liked it :3
Yes i drew the picture :)