Kai's pov
Were i still alive or... did i just dream? Taken to another place, definetely. There were people watching me. Glaring. Gritted teeth. I couldn't move, neither could i speak.

Just muffled noises i could hear. Like someone had put whool in my ears. I didn't feel anything special either. My feet and hands were numb. It didn't feel like i have them even.

Where is Nya? And the rest of the team? What happened? 

Suddenly a small spark appeared before my eyes. The spark was showing me memories from when i was younger. Moments i had with mom and dad before Nya was born. Moments after Nya was born and... after mom and dad left.

It was my whole life in a simple little flare of a spark. Even my future. I could see some moments in the future with some kids. They looked like me, but... not like... Lloyd?

I could see a Silhouette beside myself. Yet it did not remind me of Lloyd. Were i not with Lloyd in the future? 

The whole moment made me tear up. The faces who glared at me, didn't glare anymore. They smirked evily and sent around more sparks to show me how miserable my life was.

They showed me with another person. Abusing me sexually. Who was this person. Suddenly i heard a whisper; "i have always loved you" and then the Silhouette and me hugged. Was it the Silhouette's voice?
Who is this Silhouette?

Cole's pov
I was having a damn hard time choosing... It was hard since i didn't want to leave Jay, yet i have this burning passion inside me saying that i can't leave Kai behind either.

But it might even be easier to defeat Lirit if we have Kai on out team, and we can only have him if i break up with him.

"Oh my god... how am i supposed to choose" i groaned as Jay poked my shoulder; "are you really willing to break up with me?"
I nod-shook my head: "i don't know okay?"

"I want to get rid of Lirit, and only if i break up with you and bring Kai back we can defeat her. We can't defeat her without him"
Jay nodded in agreement; "i understand, it's alright. I have been gaining feelings from another person lately" he looked down. Did he cheat on me?

"Really? You haven't been cheating on me... right?" He shook his head; "well... i don't really know? But i guess it's okay if you break up with me. That's what i'm saying."

So he's fine with me leaving him like that? What the hell is up with Jay. And who is he in love with?

Hearing that he didn't want me anymore made me want him even more. Was this is plan? Didn't he want Kai back? Did he want us all killed? Did he only think of himself?

What's up with this upside down logic? I don't understand!

I punched the ground in front of me making big crack in it. It didn't hurt. I were annoyed and slightly... angry?

Some kind of flare came up from one of the cracks. I looked at it closely, it gad sone kind of actions going on inside of them, like a video or movie.

I payed a lot of attention to my surroundings, yet kept a straight stare at the flare.
Two wounded male shadows making out... making a puddle of blood, sweat and tears of passion.

One on the lap of the other pulling his hair softly, the shadows looked weirdly familiar and their actions reminded me of someone? Someone that had actions that fit so perfectly to the other male's movements.

Their movements looked like they were all scripted and that they knew exactly what to do at what time.

I felt my eyes getting watery, my heart hurt badly, like a sorrow, breaking my heart in a million pieces without me knowing why.

It felt like a bit of my heart was ripped out, like i missed something. A feeling? A sensation? Emotions? Movements and actions... or blood, sweat and tears.

One of the shadows turned their face to me looking straight into my brown eyes digging their stare deep into my soul. I was facing myself. This version of me was younger, maybe... elementary school...?

Memories from elementary-school was breaking through my walls making me cry out in pain. The face of my mother, who dissappeared, maybe she died? I don't know. My father never speaks about her....

I remember her clearly. The way her voice relaxed me when she sang along to the piano. She also played the violin. I remember the song like a melody that repeated in my head along with her delicate voice.

Since Jay already left i just let it pass and broke down instead of keeping my feelings on the inside. There was only one person who had seen me like this. I'm careful with who i show my insecureties to, in case they'll use them against me.

A silhouette appeared in front of me, it's smile glowed up my day and made me... happy? Or was it just a feeling of lonliness that made me feel happy when someone finally saw me.

The silhouettes warm arms wrapped itself around me, my heart skipped a beat making my whole body burn up and my mind go blank. I never felt this ever before.

I never felt it with Jay, nor Coleen. His chest was warm, yet cold like ice. There was a voice telling me to kiss the silhouette, but also a voice telling me to back away and never believe my dreams and fantasies.

My heart told me that my insecureties could just be and i went in for a passionate warm kiss, my arms gently wrapped around the black silhouette's neck.

Unknown pov
I felt a pair of lips pressed against mine, i couldn't see or hear anyone close. There was nobody. The feeling of a pair of arms around my neck made me feel comfortable.

I closed my eyes some seconds, but opened them once i felt the body against mine. I saw him. His eyes was dreamy brown, pretty, raven black locks and his muscular body fit perfectly along with my body.

I didn't know if they saw, heard or could feel me. I just whispered softly: "Hey cutie..."

Long time no see...