23nd August 2018

The calls and spammed messages from you stopped. Maybe you tried to give me some space. Or maybe you're tired of trying. Or maybe you just don't care anymore.

I tried to think of something positive. But why did only you, stop? Why do the others don't?

My mind is full of negative thoughts. Do you want to leave? Do you fall out of love? Am I not enough? Are you cheating on me?

But with whom? Are you cheating on me with Clara? I felt guilty for doubting Clara, but all your reasons for not spending time with me are either because you have work alone or with Clara.

It made my heart broke into pieces because I still love you.