I stared at the words printed on my wrist. "All you gotta do is make it so". I dreaded the day I would hear those lines. I hoped by the time he was older, my soulmate would say it on her death bed. Far into the future. If I even get out of here alive. 

I stood at the podium, staring in disbelief as Kaito stepped out of the exisal. He had the same grin on his face. No, we were supposed to get out of here alive. I struggled to breathe as a conversation went on. "My friends aren't gonna lose to you!" Kaito assured loudly as he glared to monokuma. He was right, we'll all get out of here, right?

The astronaut coughed up blood again before speaking. Why him? I froze up as he sent an open mouthed smile to me. "& Shuichi... Don't forget you're not alone" he told me, I was surprised his throat didn't seem too hoarse after coughing. 

My heart hurt. I clenched the cloth near my chest, avoiding looking at him as best as I could. I couldn't cry. Maki was already heart broken by this, I assumed whatever Kaito would say was on her wrist, at least if she was born with the markings. 

"You have friends" he continued. I could feel beads of sweat falling down my face. "Don't try to do everything by yourself, okay?"

I hesitated before replying. I felt as if I would pass out any moment now. "Y-yeah Kaito, okay" I managed to push out words. 

This had to be a joke. The mastermind would come out & tell us it was all staged or even a simulation. Kaito wouldn't die. He can't die. 

"Don't forget, the impossible is possible!" He spoke those words as he always did. "All you gotta do is make it so". Those words repeated in my head. I became even more shaky. There was no way that he was my soulmate. My breath hitched, I wanted to cry. 

"Yeah! Thanks Kaito" I wanted to sound confident but in the end, my words came out wobbly & unsure. I could feel my eyes well with tears. I couldn't focus as he began to speak to Maki. 

If I could exchange myself for Kaito, I would. I wish I had more time to spend with him. In a few mere moments, he would die. My soulmate was about to die. I spited the markings on my wrist my whole life, but I never expected them to be this harsh. 

I was pulled out my thoughts as monokuma spoke. "It's punishment time!" He announced, his voice made me sick. 

I clenched my fists. I couldn't hold myself back. I quickly walked over to Kaito & grabbed him by the shirt. He opened his mouth to say something as he shot me a confused look. His lips looked inviting. I grabbed him by his shirt collar & pulled his face to mine as best as I could, also standing on my tip toes. I smashed my lips against his. I liked the sensation. I could care less about the blood, although the texture of the drying blood felt strange. I wish I could feel this everyday. I didn't want this to be the last. I couldn't hold my tears back any more as they trailed down my face. 

Monokuma pushed down on the button & Kaito was dragged away from me. His execution began. I stared at the rocket, struggling to breathe or even stand. 

I didn't want to be alive at this moment. I wish I could hear his voice one more time. Feel his embrace on last time. Hear his laugh one more time. See his face again. His smile. But I could never see him again. 

He was gone.

I would make the mastermind behind this pay for what they had done. 

(A/n: this is short but my gay ass wanted angst)