"So he then- hello Natsu *fingers snapping* Natsu!, NAtsu! NATSU DRAGANONEEL!"

"Huh?" The guy said confused, snapping out of his daze the man lacking affection for his partner sat on a sanded oak bench in the park. He let out a sigh then rested his still feet on the ground. Arms resting beside his hips about a metre apart, palms flat on the wood.

Finally giving the sliver-white haired woman a glance. "Yes, Lisanna?" Natsu spoke hazily obviously uinterested. "I told you. That you have to pay more interest in me, honestly!" The 21 year old woman exclaimed throwing her hands up in the air head tilting back up to the azure sky.
Natsu sighed. "Ya know, Lucy wasn't like this when we dated?" Shocked, that he even spoke or thought of his ex wife, he quickly covered it up with a few forced coughs hoping that his girlfriend couldn't hear what he said.

Well, too bad MOTHER FUCKER!
Lasagn- Lisanna I mean, perfectly locked down on what he said. Her arms immediately crossed like her ankles, head shooting back at her boyfriend glaring holes into him. "What did you just say!" The angry woman shrieked. "I-I...." Natsu tried to say 'I didn't mean it' but failed when his heart ached when he tried to apologise. "I don't know anymore Lisanna" Natsu mumbled. He stood up and left the opposite direction from Lisanna.

Natsu the asshole's pov
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Why? Do I feel this way? Ever since we had a divorce everything went-
*sigh* never mind. I then frowned, why did I have to say that infront of Lisanna, I love her... But do I? I ran my hand through my tousled hair as I sat cross legged with my other hand across the top of the couch. I then exhaled as the T.V shone its light at me.

Now that I think about marring Lucy, it was one of the worst yet most amazing thing I've ever done in my life.
Exhaling, I recall when I was 19 getting down on one knee and proposing to Lucy. Back then I was a known player and I only dated Lucy for fun. But when I saw the gleam in her brown orbs exploded in the spark of happiness, I decided to give her and actual chance, and it turned out I loved her just as much as she loved me.

However, when in the middle of the relationship when we were dating I fell in love with Lisanna, so I thought if I dated the two and see which one was better I would break up with one of them and get with the other girl. But somehow I ended up marrying Lucy and dating Lisanna the whole way through, until Lucy found out and filed a divorce.

I felt bad but I also had Lisanna.... So I thought I loved Lucy but not enough to save our relationship and I thought I love Lisanna but now I don't.

Wow... this is messed up, no I'm fucking messed up.

'I miss you Luce' I let out another sigh as I thought about Lucy, whenever I hear her name I see her beauty radiating off her with her gorgeous, kind, bright glowing smile. Perfection.

And I cheated on her for 7 fucking years, I'm a asshole. I'm sorry Luce. I really am......

I then felt something wet dripping down my cheek, I'm sorry...
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Hey! Sorry for the short chapter, but if you didn't know, my parent's shop has been burnt to the ground today and I never saw them this upset.... And so as my family is coping with this I wrote down that I couldn't update for a few days but I decided that I should keep partially my promise. I'll try and update tomorrow. Bye❤❤❤