So I'm sure by now you've all heard of this. Unfortunately, Jonghyun has passed away. To my knowledge, he committed suicide.

If you have read my stories, you should know most of them have to do with depression and other mental illnesses. I do not write these stories to make fun of mental illness in any way. All i do is take whats inside my head and put that into a story. I understand first hand how hard it is to have something as serious as depression and what not because most of the things i write about are based off my personal experiences.

I have been in situations where i have thought i had no way out other than taking my life.

I have and still do struggle with a lot of the things i write about (I'm not looking for a pity party just bare with me). This story sends a message i suppose? This story shows some of the impacts of someone taking their life. Its not just family and friends that are effected, its a whole community. Thinking about how me passing away has stopped me from doing a lot of things.

A lot of the time people don't realize how much you need someone until they're gone. I for sure have learnt that the hard way. So when you finish reading this, find the people you love and care about as soon as you can and tell how much they mean to you. It sounds cheesy but it will really mean a lot.

Sometimes just telling someone you appreciate them can make them feel better about themselves.

I send my condolences to that of Jonghyun's family, friends and loved ones and wish you all the best for this dark time in your life.

If any of you are stuggling and don't have anyone to talk to, message me on this or dm me on Instagram at @ yoongissoap. You have the right to be heard and I'm here to listen.

I hope you all have a good Christmas whether you celebrate it or not 💞

Stay safe, stay happy, stay alive.
~H❤❤