She has NO FUCKING IDEA how much it hurts. She has not a clue, and I am dying slowly inside, and because of that she left me. I welcomed her into my goddamn family like she was one of us, and she complained about Kaia. Trying so hard to be enough, but you know what, she's no better, because ALL I FUCKING WANTED WAS TO BE ENOUGH FOR HER. SHE HAS OTHERS. I DON'T! EVERY FUCKING DAY IT EATS AWAY AT ME, AND I DON'T HAVE ANYBODY BUT HER BUT SHE COULDN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ME. 

Fuck you.